what is wrong with you?!

I stay up to 3:00 AM posting arguments on a forum when I should be in bed because I have to wake up at 6:30.

I can't keep my mouth shut to keep me from trouble.

I have never had a full set of 10 finger nails in my entire life.

Does it also count if I start to have random moments where I cry for no reason?

I also have ADD and get distracted by shiny objects.

My problem is, I can be a bit of a germaphobe... :(

i'm paranoid and i'll probably drive myself insane thinking of all the horrible things that could (but probably won't) happen to me. it's hard to stray my mind from worrying, and i've become so afraid of getting hurt it's irrational - not like scraping my knee hurt, but really, 1-in-a-million-chance hurt.

i was supposed to see a therapist about it, but my doctor forgot she was on vacation and told me she'd let me know when she could squeeze something in. that was more than a month ago and i haven't heard from her since.

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Originally Posted by Valentine

i'm paranoid and i'll probably drive myself insane thinking of all the horrible things that could (but probably won't) happen to me. it's hard to stray my mind from worrying, and i've become so afraid of getting hurt it's irrational - not like scraping my knee hurt, but really, 1-in-a-million-chance hurt.

i was supposed to see a therapist about it, but my doctor forgot she was on vacation and told me she'd let me know when she could squeeze something in. that was more than a month ago and i haven't heard from her since.

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Therapy hasn't helped me with my problems. They're just too severe.

Originally Posted by Aki-chan

Therapy hasn't helped me with my problems. They're just too severe.

i guess it depends on what kind of therapist you get. most of them are like robots, you know; they just repeat the same lines over and over again, lines they read from resource books and stuff. those just do their job, which, unfortunately, usually isn't very helpful.

if you have a family doctor who's known you for quite a while, they can help find the right kind of therapist, one that actually understands what you're going through. they still have to do their jobs, too, but they can do tons more than a robot therapist can.

Procrastinate all the time. Oddly, I'm paranoid too. I do things at last minute then freak.