Yeah, remember that there are always great things in life for you, even if you haven't found them yet. I really hate the world when my depression gets to the point where I stop feeling any attachment or love for my friends, family, and anything else. I might see a psychiatrist soon to see if I have cyclothymia or something.
Me.. I never fit in. I mean, i'm 16 and i never EVER got a friend, GF (dont want one either) and even my parents dont pay attention to me. In order for me to ignore this, i take 2-5 hour walks alone in the woods. I love nothing, and nothing likes me, except for creatures. Many times, i believe i don't belong here. I also dont like many common things; things like water or light. I also get the wrong attention all the time.
Aye I hate my life, I'm 16 and am often alone, i feel nobody where i live is trustworthy, and i feel my life is heading no where. I constantly look for escapes from reality. Upon playing the poke- aime for the first time, I really felt i finally had a friend for once, playing with that eevee. I am constantly ignored by the people around me, and when people do pay attention, it's always the wrong kind of people who do. I have been putting myself down for 4 years as well.