As of right now, I hate mine. Anyone else feel that way sometimes where it seems nothing will ever go right? I feel so god damn useless amongst all my friends.
I feel that way sometimes to, I have mood swings all the time and they last a pretty long time. I can be happy one week and be depressed for the next few weeks.
Well, for me, I've hit rock bottom and I don't think I'll be able to climb out. I'm just going to stay here now, forever. I feel like being an outcast is my fate. Right now my life sucks like hell. I'm not a good friend to anyone I never help anyone feel better about things, I'm nothing but a useless piece of shit.
No, no, no!! Tommy, you're not an outcast at all. You're infallibly the best friend anyone could ever have. You're more than everything to me! I'll always make ready for you. Anything for you, best buddy ever. /me huggles Tommy forever
Please, don't feel this way. I love you so much. I'm always here for you, beyond anything. You don't merit any pain but only the best. No dubiousness there. And Marie, I hope you're not depressed either. I'm always here for you too. *hugs Marie* For all my friends. *group hugs* I always want to make safe my friends. Ever they be blessed. Always Tommy be blessed. To forever sound the reins of hope and hope itself, that which I don't think can be attacked. I just don't want dolefulness and caliginousness to come of life for anyone. I never want them to think it inconfutable. :<
But as to requite the discussion of thought at issue, the only thing that will relieve me now wholly is seeing Tommy happy again if there's anything to hate about my life. I want all my friends to be happy. But it's just so terrible to see Tommy this way.... you don't need any pain, nor your hollow filled at all.
Please be okay, buddy. :< *huggles again* I love you with all my heart, soul, and infinitely more.
Tommy! Don't feel all whiney. I think you know that you aren't a "useless piece of shit".
Don't stop, thinking about tomorrow,
Don't stop, it'll soon be here,
It'll be, better than before,
Yesterday's gone, yesterday's gone.
Thanks guys. I'm starting to feel better. I really felt like crap last night, seriously.
No problem at all, Tommy. Anytime and always. Ubiquitously. *gives you the warmest and biggest hug ever* Anything for you, my utterly best friend ever. I love you very much and beyond all else. Nothing holds warrant for me like you do. I'm just so happy you're starting to feel better because you need nothing lesser of that and hopefully you'll feel infinitely better very, very soon. In every way. I hope such with all my heart, soul, spirit, and more.
And thanks for your help, Zephy Changes. It is deeply appreciated without a window into doubt. I'm here for all my friends here, and I do consider all you folk my friends. Nothing dubitable there. I'm always relieved when my friends are relieved. When respite can come forthwith.
My mom is trying to run my life... I have to disobey her and be extremely decietful to enjoy my summer... I don't wanna not do what she says, but I want to be a kid, y'know. So yeah, I pretty much hate my life right now.
SHE GETS ALL WHINY AND SCARED WHEN I RIDE MY BIKE CUZ A YEAR AND A HALF AGO I FELL AND HAD TO GET A COUPLE STITCHES!!!!!! SHE WOULDNT LET ME RIDE MY BIKE FOR A YEAR AND A HALF, DAMMIT!!!!!!
im glad your feeling better now tommy, sorry i wasnt around to help D: but guys i have recently gotten quite interested in crystals and their properties, i take clear quartz into my exams because one of its properties is clear thinking and it seems to help alot and i havnt had another panic attack in an exam since. Well today i went down to the crystal shop to see if they had any others that may help me and i found a crystal called rainbow flurorite and it is suposed to wash away negative thoughts and make you more positive and happy, it is also said to fend of flu viruses which is good with swineflu going around. I doubt any of you guys beleive in that sort of healing but the quartz has made me less panicy so im willing to give them a try.
I don't necessarily look upon that kind of thing with agnostic eyes. My mother tends to adhere to things that call along similar nature. But if the quartz you're conforming with work for you, Char, that's great. I'm happy to know positive emotion is bearing so in your life, because I'd never want anything less than happiness for you.