I don't feel safe.
My family abuses me, I don't have anyone near me whom I trust and as mentioned in another topic my fiancés are missing.
I live in a supported accommodation where I get pressured into keeping in touch with my family by support workers despite my family causing me so much grief. I Have also incurred massive debt with the the supported accommodation because Work and Income didn't process my automatic rent and the staff didn't check the account till late October.
I don't have any nearby friends because the city I live in is full of binge drinkers and I don't feel safe near them. Whenever I do see someone who seems nice I can't bring myself to talk to them.
I grew up with bad peers at school who all stabbed me in the back, when I was 14 there was someone who I was really interested in but the thought of becoming friends scared me to the point I bullied her.
My parents want me to be a guy and do computing or some other boring career, whenever I tell them what I want I get harassed. They tell me the reason people let me down is always my fault. My Dad once called the cops and told them fibs to get me arrested and told me it was because I lied to them about the time he came into my room and smacked and throttled me (I didn't make that up it really did happen).
Having no friends around here does make me very lonely, but there's nothing I can do about the drinking culture here and I'm stuck here till I get my hormone therapy sorted out.
Ugh thats about all I can be stuffed writing about it.
I guess what I want to gain from this thread is help with talking to people I think I might like so that I may find a good friend who can be around for me.