And with that I mean, caring more about being in a relationship than about the person. To the point of being an unhealthy obsession.
I personally haven't been in any relationships. But after a long night of introspection, I have found out that this is the case for me.
I haven't looked at having a relationship because I care for the other person. It has been more like trying to fill a hole in my chest caused by low self steem.
And I concluded that that was the reason about my sadness and depression when it came to relationships.
Now that I think about it, it isn't healthy. Not at all. That does nothing good for me and for the people around me.
Well, as they say: Admitting the problem is the first step. And now, I have to correct it.
I know it's not a very comfortable topic. But I had the need to talk about it with someone.