im pretty much an unfunny sarcastic asshole
My personality? Eccentric. Quiet. Awkward. That's my observation. I'm a little confused by personality honestly. Once you write out a personality you become that personality due to the fact that you have said you are like this and therefore become.what you have said you are
I'm very quiet in real life and to strangers. Just kind of keep to myself due to being a bit secretive. But if I trust you, I'll tell you everything. And also if you speak of something I'm interested in, which most people don't due to being consumed with the mundaneness of life (and not being a crazy whacked out dreamer like me), I can go on for ages as well. I'm also very neurotic, anxious, and eccentric. Slowly but surely, I'm growing out of those first two. Still, I'm also heavy in thinking. I'm very much consumed in my own thoughts and imagination, and can't really stop.
Also, a hard worker who is easily intimidated and scared of people. I always put at least 80% effort in most of the things I do, as it is against my nature to do any less. This makes me conscientious and considerate. I am for the most part kind and empathic, and try not to hurt anyone's feelings. This is due to my own sensitive emotions, which can be a bit unstable and make me moody.
Yet I'm also very determined, and it's hard to make me give up on things. I care a lot about those who are close to me. They are my life. Also, a lack of confidence is obvious, alongside low self-esteem. But I can be very humorous and have a strange sense of humor. Once I open up, I'm quite ecstatic and what others seem to think is "fun to be around." I'm also very affectionate. To be honest, I'm not naturally an introvert. I'm just an extrovert who is afraid of everything. Because believe me, I love talking and I love blabbing on and on about things. I'm just scared of being judged.
Lastly, you may have noticed my tendency to be long-winded in writing.
My personality is a mess. I'm a very serious person in class and to people who are rude. Strangely, I'm very nice and shy to nice new people, but I act crazy around my friends. I tell you, I'm a mess haha. Not to mention how I act around the guy I like.
"WHOO TAKE IT ALL OFF! HAhaha....oh crap..."
I usually keep to myself and prefer it that way. I enjoy hanging out with people on occassion, and I'm always glad to chat up my internet friends, but I prefer being in bed with the lights off snuggled with my dog.
I'm also horribly clingy and bad at making decisions. Whoops.
I kissed you in the water and made your dry lips sing
I saw you look like a Japanese baby
In an instant I remembered everything...
I wouldn't say that I have a set personality to be honest.
I -can- be caring if I like you, I -can- be hyper with someone, I -can- be a big arrogant nutface sometimes and the list goes on.
According to my sister, however, I'm a ginormous creep with a big heart. I like that description of my personality, so I'll use it.
They will make pigs of you all and they will bury their snouts into your ribs and they will eat your hearts.
I am horrifyingly shy with anyone but who I know well. Then I'm a wisecracking nutcase.
Weird, kind, jolly, loud and still a bit shy and calm/relaxed... c:
I'm also somewhat cocky at times.. xD
I'm the kid of guy you will always see eating by himself at lunchtime. i tend to be misunderstood a lot. because I usually keep to myself, people usually tend to get some crazy ideas and spread even crazier rumors. some of them I've even heard.
"From the look in his eye, he looks like a psycho"
"Don't get to close to him, he'll attack you."
"He's the kind of person that will use anything as a weapon."
This is why I play Video Games. I play online a lot with people that I don't know at all. and they don't know me. so I don't hear any of this stuff.
the extremely small majority of people that know me can classify me as an Otaku. I agree with them too, I feel like I'm more open than usual otaku. but that.s just me and I like myself like this.
I don't judge others based on appearance. because I was judged that way. I have all kinds of friends. from race and ethnicity to even sexuality. and I don't care. I'm proud to call the my friends.
I like to think myself as delightfully weird. I'm essentially like the Seventh, Eighth and Eleventh Doctors from Doctor Who all rolled into one.
Also, I am very tolerant and put a lot of effort into people I care about, like I know this one person who makes all sorts of lies about me (I think she thinks they're true) and harasses me but I put up with it because she needs people who care about her.
And I'm generous to a point where I may buy people gifts that I can't really afford, and I give away stuff I don't want for free instead of selling it.
I'm a social butterfly. I've never really had trouble making friends or speaking my mind, which I admit I can be pretty catty and sarcastic and has led a lot of people to say they'd been intimidated by me before they got to know me. But overall I'm a nice person and even though I have my main clique honestly I will be friends with anyone. I'm really chill.
Hmm what else? Well I'm feminine I guess. I'd be the girl who wears pearl earrings and a skirt to class with freshly tousled hair, lol ^_^; I love to travel, that's another thing...and take photographs of all the places I've been!
I hope the sun is shining tomorrow...
That would be reason enough to smile.
I think at my core, I am reserved, introverted, etc. I don't feel it's my place to approach others, so I mostly keep to myself. If approached, I'm useless at finding things to talk about. I worry a lot about people judging me unfairly, so I generally don't talk and, if I do, I feel a need to seem to be on a similar wavelength to the person in question, rather than properly being myself. But then I also worry about being dishonest with people, so it's a vicious circle, really. The only solution seems to be to keep to myself. But it does get rather lonely.
I'm very sarcastic, though this is mostly for humour purposes, rather than directly 'attacking' anyone. While I am critical of others, I refrain from sharing my criticisms, because I don't want to hurt people. And I'm also just as, if not more, critical of myself. I have little if any self-confidence. I can't think of anything off the top of my head that I can actually do significantly well. I get rather depressed about things like this.
On the outside, I believe I seem rather calm, blank and cold, which is just wrong, really. I'm actually very sensitive and empathetic, but I'm not very good at expressing these feelings, which in turn makes me feel bad because I don't feel I'm being honest with people. I'm also not remotely calm or confident, as I believe I've mentioned, and I worry about all sorts of little, irrelevant things.
So, yeah, as you can no doubt see, I'm a wonderfully cheery and all-around lovely person. ...No, wait, that's not quite right...
Hmmm...eh, I guess generally people see me as sweet but sassy at times and indubitably crazy but mostly in a good way. I don't consider myself intelligent but I don't consider myself unintelligent either; that said, I do feel there are different ways in which a person can be intelligent and I would like to think I am in some way, anyway! People have a tendency to make me feel like an idiot but it's largely my fault because I tend to ask stupid questions, the answers to which I often think I know but doubt myself. I am goofy; I laugh often and do so at a variety of things. I sometimes find humor in things and places others wouldn't, but I also find more conventionally funny things amusing as well. I love to sing, dance and play the piano; I don't think I can go a day without doing at least one of those things.
I have relatively low self esteem and I think it has a lot to do with being in a phase of life that's very much transitional (read: fail-tastic) so there's that but it is what it is. What most people see from me is someone who's kind and a little crazy. People who get to know me more still think that (although it might be more than a little bit in the crazy factor) but also see that there's more beyond that. What, I'm not sure....this would be as good a time as any to mention that while I was never clinically diagnosed with ADD or ADHD, I probably am...or my attention span just sucks. So this is where I'll end this very random nutshell of a self summary for now :-P
Oh, and I'm obsessed with Pokemon. Ruh roh!
Last edited by Oaky; 22nd November 2013 at 11:33 AM.
Break the silence I'm feeling deep inside.
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I find it quite hard to even begin to describe my personality. I think the best way to describe it would be temperamental. I wouldn't say I'm bipolar, so I'm not meaning in that way.
In general, I'd say I trend toward negative traits... Irritable, argumentative, overall negative, clingy/annoying (yet shy and socially awkward at the same time), impatient, short in attention span, etc. etc.
How sad I can only describe myself with negative traits, but I can't help but believe that's all I am. lol