I have to get worked up because it is in my nature; it is part of who I am. And this is the result for being myself on the internet instead of being someone that I'm not.


No one will ever understand what's going on in my mind, to the point where I have to explain them in detail. And because of that, @Kaori; became my enemy, which I don't want that to happen because I still want to be friends with her.
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Allow me to make an example that will put things in proper context, about taking things seriously and stuff.
So, I study physics right. A shitload of that involves differential equations, and solving them (obviously). Now, I have this fourth order partial differential equation for modeling a vibrating disc. Now, I could try separation of variables, but if I asked my math professor if that was a viable ansatz, he'd probably not take me very seriously. Of course, one of the better ways would be fourier transforms (naturally this depends on the functions involved, but for the current level, this would suffice). Now, I could be devastated that my planned technique was utter shit for solving the problem, or I could say something like "Hey, this is much better, let's do this!".
It's not like my professor wants to crush every bone in my body (that'll probably happen during exam Saturday anyways), but dealing with actual criticism is something we all must face sooner or later.
Of course, the scenario above is not very serious, as I obviously knew I was to use Fourier transforms, but besides that it works.
I know I would.
Or maybe it'd be fear.
Kaori, really? She's fucking fantastic, one of my favourite people of all time, how on earth is she your enemy?
I love the image, and I must admit I haven't a clue what you just said.
Originally Posted by Kaori
She chose to be my enemy, not me. When I talked to her on Skype about my problem regarding my SSB blog, she refused to help me because she's sick and tired of my arrogance and refusal to take anyone's advice. I tried explaining to her why her advices, as well as advices from everyone else, aren't really advices, her "advices" only made me feel even more depressed about my life, she's had it and told me to never speak to me again unless I change. That made me assume she became my enemy.
LOL this is getting hilariously out of control. If advices aren't advices, what could they be?
I guarantee you that she was just trying to help you out. Kaori is one of the kindest people I know, and she probably did get tired of your constant advice refusals, for which I can't blame her whatsoever. Chances are, people giving you advice are trying to help you, not trying to sabotage your life.
@Ghetsis-Dennis;
I don't even know what that means, so I'll leave you with this;
Originally Posted by Kaori
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