I swallowed, how could I have missed the last star? It's now one my biggest regrets, how is this something I have to do by myself? It was almost impossible. Arceus I missed him, several times have I thought about going back to him.
But I can't.
I've been replaced.
I quickly wiped away the over flowing hot tears. Was I really that weak? That the mere thought of Ash replacing me with another girl makes me cry? If he was here with me, he would of said he would never replace me.
He never called.
He never wrote.
We haven't talked for over a year.
But he was every where.
My dreams, my thoughts, my battles, even my Pokemon. He was everywhere and everything. I couldn't even bare to change my battle style a month away from him, several times Drew would tease me and told me I was "Too much like him" and "Predictable yet surprising during battles", and of course, when he left, he tossed his hair and threw me a rose, leaving me blushing like crazy. I could never explain why I blushed when he did that, it's probably a reaction all women get from getting something as pretty as a rose.
But something beautiful never lasts.
I winced. Something beautiful for me didn't last. I'm not talking about the roses this time, I'm talking about my relationship with Ash.
He was my savior, my protector. My knight in shining armor, with his trusty steed (Pikachu), I was meant to be the Princess. We were meant to have a fairy tale ending, a happily ever after.
But we didn't get one.
My prince abandoned me- No, It was my fault. I left him. I was so caught up with competing with my rivals that I didn't think about any thing else but defeating Drew, Harley and Soledad and becoming Top Coordinator. Was this the reason he never bothered to contact me?
Did Ash feel pushed aside?
I bit my lip, I suddenly felt cold. I really hadn't been paying attention to him during the last few weeks I traveled with him. I was talking about Drew a bit. I was trying to get him jealous, it never seemed to work. He just grinned and told me to do my best at defeating him, that he was there for me and that if I had any problems, he'll guide me through it.
Maybe he thought...I was interested in Drew?
No, he's too dense, it's just my wishful thinking. He wouldn't have noticed nor cared. Though, the roses might have been suspicious.
I sighed, I didn't even bother wiping away the tears, the whole situation was too depressing. I couldn't even forget about him.
My Pokemon reminded me of him, every time I looked at them, I think of him. Arceus, he was every where. Even the memory of Manaphy reminded me of him. Manaphy treated Ash like his father, and i'm supposedly his mother so...GAH! Even more wishful thinking.
I flipped my pillow over, it was getting too damp for my liking.
Little snippets of the memories I had of him replayed in front of my eyes. I looked out of the window, the faint glow of the moon covered me in a dim eerie silver-grey. I felt my sore eyes widen a fraction.
A shooting star. A ghost of a smile crept onto my lips, as I got up and rummaged through my bag on the floor. It was still there, with 6 pannels folded. I brought my Wish Maker in front my eyes, so it was in line with the star, and folded the last flap down. I interlaced my fingers, and finished my wish.
I wish Ash would stay with me for ever