I Am Nobody
My whole life has been an illusion
Ever since I was a child, I have been consumed by greed...
But I realized something about myself
I realized that I am a fool.
Nothing I have ever done has been beneficial
Even to myself.
But I do not know how to change that
I endangered the world through my own folly
And did not realize until it was too late
Those children, what do they think of me?
Do they hate me?
Or do they pity me?
I do not know which would be appropiate.
What if I should encounter them again?
That boy who almost died retrieving the treasures...
The girl who played the flute to summon the Great Guardian...
The duo of outlaws who were willing to sacrifice themselves for the greater good...
The firebrand who accused me outright of being what I truly am...
The artist, whose obsession will not harm him, but bring him fame...
How would they react to me?
Would they know me?
Would they curse my name?
But I am already cursed, aren't I?
Cursed to live this wretched life of mine,
Never to find true happiness,
The one treasure that has eluded me forever...
What would happen if I encountered Lugia?
Would it destroy me?
Would it forgive me?
Would it even know me?
Nobody knows that I even exist.
If I died today,
Would anyone care?
I doubt they would even mark my grave...
I would be laid into the ground and covered over
And that would be it.
No one would remember me.
Maybe I should...
I would never be pained again
Plagued with the memory of what I have done...
That I, in my folly, brought the world to near ruin...
I swore to begin again, but that proved to be a promise I cannot keep
Yes, I will end this lie.
No one will miss me...
I will be forgotten immediately...
So I bid farewell to the world that forever ignored me...