Three: Wilderness
“Not until we are lost, in other words not till we have lost the world, do we begin to find ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of our relations.”
—Henry David Thoreau, Walden
“...Despising,
For you, the city, thus I turn my back:
There is a world elsewhere.”
—William Shakespeare, Coriolanus, Act III, Scene II.
“Before beginning, plan carefully.”
—Cicero
You wake
From dreams of wind
And rain
And shade
Of darkness,
Silence,
Depth and stillness,
Of great mountains,
Vast seas,
And forests that stretch on beyond imagining,
To find yourself
Drifting
Once again.
Here,
Far beneath the sky-bright world,
The waters rock you gently in your slumber,
Their touch a lover’s caress.
Slowly,
The dream slips away.
You return to the realm of solid forms,
Of light and color and sound.
You begin to sense things again—
The swirling currents of your fluid world,
The vivid hues—
Soothing, ever-present
Blue
And startling
Violet.
And shapes, too, suddenly warming to your touch:
The sandy floor
That brushes the tips of your toes,
The hidden stones,
Lost to those above,
The great twisting arches and peaks of rock,
The sea-grass
That waves back and forth
Anchored at its root, peaceful, serene,
And you,
Resting at the center of it all,
Coiled up into yourself like a hard kernel,
A nucleus,
A quiet point in a landscape of motion.
And all around this scene
Float little orbs of white:
Bubbles
Streaming up
From
Deep
Below.
They spin and dance,
Here transparent,
Here shining brightly,
Some gathered in great clusters,
Others isolated and lonely.
There is a certain symmetry
In how they all move as one,
Yearning for the same destination.
Up, up!
Is their cry.
Their common destiny:
To meet with the surface,
To transcend the threshold above.
And as you watch the fragile globes
Make their journey upward,
You realize that you, too
Are rising—
The rock and moss
Slipping away
Beneath you,
The lakefloor fading
Into the blue.
Your eyes slip
Open wider, and you see
How you and the bubbles now move as one
And you cannot help but
Laugh!
Out loud
At the strangeness of the scene.
But why not?
You, too
Are a fragment of energy,
Carried by the sea,
You, too
Drift to sights unknown
Breath moving through you
Filling you from soul to skin.
As you ascend,
Your gaze rises with you,
And you behold the surface,
Dazzled, delighted,
Light dances down from above,
And once again it seems to call to you,
Infusing you
To your core with life.
It seems to promise some message,
Some revelation—
And at once you know you must reach it,
Merge with it as the bubbles do,
And learn to call its wisdom
Your own.
Before the thought is even through,
You have done it:
A splash heralds your arrival
Into the world of brightness.
You let the waters
Slip back into place
Below you,
And your bubble breathe itself
Back into the atmosphere.
At last, you uncoil—
Stretching your body out freely
In the open air.
But the bright light still
Beckons you,
Calling you to action.
Suddenly you understand:
Your journey is not over.
You must travel onward
For somewhere awaits for you
A task to be done,
A journey to be undertaken.
As you gaze up
Toward the light of the sun,
You catch yourself in midair,
Stop yourself
From falling backward into the waters.
With a burst of energy,
You spin around
And point your journey upward,
Letting the blazing brightness
Guide you on your way.
You press on,
Faster and faster,
Letting the winds rush past your fur,
Leaving the world below you far behind,
Past the rivers, the lakes—
Past the thick forests with their rippling green—
Past the mountains—
Past the clouds—
And you soar, with rising fervor,
Into the sky.



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