blogs about my boring life. :V
im losing it i swear to god i am
vague blogs are vague for good reasons
i dont even know how to feel anymore
crying has become a part of my daily routine so now when im sad i dont even care anymore
im pushing away help because i dont need it and all you need to know is im fine and thats all sayonara goodnight
im going to pretend to fall asleep now
personal things i needed to let go of Thinking back on my life and going through all the problems in my head, I can't really pick out something that really sticks out. Amongst the stress and drama in school, there's stress and drama at home. Then there's the doubts about my future and feeling like I'll just end up on the streets like most kids. I'll be the sham of the family; the daughter that was just a nobody. I hate feeling that way and I hate constantly thinking about the future
wowow i warned u ok i havent really talked about my personal life on here as much; mostly on my personal tumblr. i feel the need to just let this out somewhere and here has to be it.
so, my family has essentially been absolute pricks to me about everything. they call me failures everyday. it seems i cant go outside my room without being automatically insulted by them. i dont understand why. i have ok grades in school and im trying my hardest everyday. im constantly
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THESE AMAZING FRIENDS???
MY FRIEND SHANNON IS LIKE WOW AMAZING SHE ROCKS OK SO I COME IN TODAY IN MY JOHN COSPLAY AND SHE AJDSDKAS SHE WAS COSPLAYING AS DAD AND SHE GAVE ME A SCALEMATE AND SAID THERE WAS SOMETHING FOR ME AT LUNCH TODAY
so i go to lunCH AND SHANNON IS JUST STANDING THERE WITH A BIRTHDAY CAKE AND I SCREAMED AND ADKSAD WE HAD THIS LITTLE STRIFE THING LIKE IN THE COMIC
ok major rant ahead
i think im just about done with art
you know what REALLY bugs me? is when i get ZERO comments on something that took me THREE HOURS and i think looks decent, while on the other hand, some stupid weeaboo twelve year old with shitty anime art gets tons of comments on something that probably took them five minutes in ms paint with a mouse (not saying that mouse artists or people that use ms paint are terrible artists i know there is some good art out