blogs about my boring life. :V
totally explains how much of a hell my life was before i met emily.
good news is, i'm all better now.
well, sort of.
my ex is so confusing.
no, i do not know where ken is. why would you be asking about my first ex's whereabouts? goddamn.
and, who the hell is tony? you say he's not your boyfriend, so i ask if you're going to tell him and you're like, "he already knows."
THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS HE!?
i'm confused. srsly.
and yes, i know this blog is pointless.
uhhhh, no school the rest of this week???
i think i knew the minute i woke up today something would go wrong.
but i never expected what happened.
well, i got up this morning, went to the kitchen, and there was my cat, sitting at his food bowl obediently and waiting to be fed his breakfast.
i coo a greeting and gladly go to the pantry to get his food when...
i hear... the sound.
a sound that will haunt me forever. in my dreams. in real life. everywhere.
my mom just told me to drive around town and do something.
she then threw 5 dollars at me.
i guess i'm just going to go buy 5 items from dollar tree then.
come january, i'll be 14.
come january, i'll still be alone.
come january, i'll still have no friends.
come january, i'll still come home crying.
come january, i'll still wonder what i'm doing
with my life.
come january, i'll still ask myself why
i'm not dead.
come january, i'll still be smiling fake smiles.
come january, i'll still be saying "i'm fine,"
when inside, there's an insane man
screaming for a sparkle