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Enthusiasm lost.

I don't know what's right for me anymore. I'm nearly halfway through the semester, but I'm finding myself behind everything. I am at a loss. I can't even think straight - what do I have to do next? The PC in my pokemon game leads a busier and lively life than me.


As I'm getting older, I hear the news of people losing their family members more often. A colleague at my dad's work got diagnosed with cancer, and though I don't even know that guy, I feel painful.

My mom always scolds me about my hair and clothes, and it used to irritate me a lot. But from some point, I feel happy that my mom is here to brush my hair and refix my clusminess.

I feel really confused about myself. I hate being treated like a child, but somehow, I enjoy being babied in some way.


Things that make me happy
- having meals together with my parents and my sister.
- playing pokemon
- yaoi
- Mintaka's text messages and her cheery notes.
- Playing pokemon with Mintaka
- basically, when Mintaka finds time to hang out with me even for a small talk
- Fan events
- my plant
- documentaries
- my blogging buddies who share an interest with me
- Going to Karaoke with a friend who can sing for hours.
- Drawing, and seeing that my drawing skills have improved.

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  1. Ebail's Avatar
    *Hugs* There, there, we all have these crazy phases. You'll be fine in a month. I hope.
  2. MegaCharr's Avatar
    Hello! Im in the same exact boat....Dont feel bad at all...
  3. Wishmaker Jirachi's Avatar
    Seek assistance if you're having trouble. That might help you figure out what you'll be doing. I know because it helped me out...not that it's guranteed, of course, because nothing is guranteed in life.
    That's about all I can give you at this time.
  4. Momoka's Avatar
    Aww, Blueberry... I hate to see you sad like this. :<
    But I know exactly how you feel, I'm in the same boat with schoolwork.

    But everytime I feel down, I just try to think of something happy! I wish I could do something for you though...
  5. Sunburn's Avatar
    We all get in moods like this sometimes, don't worry, I'm sure you'll be out of it soon :) if you ever need support or to talk to somebody, you can see that any one of us would love to help you out. Plus we don't talk as often as we used to, which makes me sad XP

    Hope to see you happy soon :D


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