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It's like all the guilt and mix of other feelings has been removed from my heart~! I'm fine with not really having a best friend and such, and I'm over the me being boring part :P Because too many people said I wasn't. My mom, dad, and friend who likes anime all said that if they told me that than they aren't my friends (they all said it in a harsh, serious tone or whatever. And then they said they really meant it)

Ah well~!~ Happeh, happeh, happeh~ I'mma go do the happeh dance :D ...

I'mma fish! Watch me move mah shiny body around! O3O

If I seem all depressed and stuff over little things, then now you know why..

If you know me, you may or may not know I actually have different personalities...At least, in my point of view, I do. It's clear as glass to me...

But, anyway, I was happy and good until lunch. In third hour, computer class, I walked in and a guy--T.J.-- jumped out and screamed, making me freaked out. And then he apologized and hugged me. I don't get hugged quite often, so it made me feel a bit better than I've been feeling lately.

And then, lunch....Which is after ...

Like I've said a bajillion times, I'm moving to Germany. I currently live in Arizona, so I'd have to take a plane. I've always loved airplanes, even though I have a fear of heights...

But it's different this time. I read....something someone said about me, about not caring if my airplane fell into the ocean along the way. And that honestly scared me to death. I think about me and my family, and keep having nightmares about every one in my family dying but me. It's scary, and now I'm ...