so yeah i just got back home and took a bath and stuff and yeah im back I was actually supposed to post this like last week but then I had to prioritize other things like math homework. Did i ever mention i have an intense dislike for fractions? but yeah I'm actually kind of busy uuhhh wow i dunno June i was just like nah I'll wait until July to log in but i should probably like post a notice or something first and then now it's July and im like well that was fast... uuhh I won't be online very often even though I am back even if i wanted to i can't be online on weekdays because internet problems but yeah so if you were wondering what happened to me or...
Uuhh so like I dunno I was kind of dreading typing this because it would probably be awkward and I dont know maybe me even mentioning that its awkward if the reason why it suddenly became 10000000% more awkward but yeah I dunno you're probably wondering why I left in the first place or.... well since I mentioned it...and someone might have asked anyways I might as well just get it over with... so I was just like afraid to come back I guess like I didn't wanna leave but then my brain was just like lolno ur just gonna embarrass urself u should def just leave but leaving without saying goodbye I dunno...
but yeah my old entries oh god why
brb 5ever crying because of my past self's stupidity. I hope I never ever ever
post another rant entry ever again. I dunno it's like part of me is just like "dont tell anyone about your problems and just ignore them and they'll go away, it's ok" then another part is just like "lolno u should def overreact and exaggerate about ur problems and every little thing" then another part is just like 'can u not pls just stop being an attention seeking little shit omg' then they all start to argue with each other while I just watch and not do anything then another part comes out of nowhere and is all I feel u bro I hate it when they do that but dont worry everything will be ok so yeah. it is slightly alarming how my entries have gotten progressively more and more incoherent it's like a downspiral of my sanity and ability to communicate glad that is over like wow I can now express my emotions without having to use random keysmashes like asdhgjjld;ajghdakhlfsgdsh but yeah so I guess I changed uuhh or at least I got common sense now so yeah I'll probably now post stuff that are not rants or anything like that and instead my blog will consist of random stuff like this a mindblowing thing I discovered two months ago vaporeon
but yeah so I guess before ending this entry I should uhhhhhhhhhhh probably say something uuhh regarding my old entires... like an apology. Like I'm pretty sure I somehow annoyed everyone here at least once and you were all just like
and I dont blame you at all because honestly im tired of my own bullshit too frickin past entries thirteen year old me can u not but yeah im sorry for everything and it's cool it's ok like really everything is ok but I dunno this probably isn't an adequate apology or like someone might be all like "u think after all that stuff you said in your previous entries then disappearing for practically three months and casually just REAPPEARING with an im sorry is going to make up for that lolno u have to go deeper than that, man" well if you feel that way and I dont blame you because I kind of feel that way about me too ...and I'm sorry but this is all I got for u
because i can't find that old random word file i wrote a long time ago which was basically just a really long apology letter but yeah
i dont know I'm sorry...
wait like one last thing though, because you're probably wondering about Owl City... well yeah I still love Owl City all his songs are just awesome ok but I sort of broadened my horizons or something whatever you call it I dunno but yeah now I also listen to Relient K, Panic! At The Disco and Lights but mostly just Relient K, though. Like I never thought I'd be able to find another band/musician whose music I could really relate to a lot but Hello McFly
, Forget and Not Slow Down
, More Than Useless
, Be My Escape
and I So Hate Consequences
speak my soul I just wow Relient K is amazing
uuhh if you're wondering about Owl City himself as in the guy, Adam well he did a thing for an oreo commercial then shaved his head and announced an acoustic EP aw yea, oh and he turned 27 last July 5 yeah u go adam. some people were actually pretty sad about his haircut though and everyone was just like goodbye fringe I will miss u and yeah I guess I do miss his fringe but I actually dont mind at all like if u wanna shave ur head go do it man and like idk do you think I became a fan because of his hair lolno of course im in it for the music im really excited too because he hasn't done an acoustic song thing since this
if im not mistaken but yeah this entry is actually getting kind of long and im pretty much just rambling now so the end and wow the lack of proper punctuation in this entry disturbs me somewhat I thought I would have fixed that by now.
I sure hope I broke this down into enough paragraphs but yeah wow this took a really
long time to type the last time i checked it was around 8 and now it's past midnight i just wow time flies when you have writer's block and you're procrastinating your homework uuhh if you were wondering I guess I'll start posting tomorrow morning when i wake up ???? (idk how long I'll be online tho) but yeah i have to go to sleep now, the end I guess
ps did u notice the title was a Panic! At The Disco reference wow