what did i just type

I'm not sure what brought me to type this but yeah...

so who remembers my older entry where I said that I'd never swear because Adam never swears and the farthest I would go is 'crap' because that's the most profanity Adam ever said? probably no one lol who has the time to look through my past entries anyways and who would want to I mean they're not even remotely interesting and I dunno it's weird because people used to ignore my blog and only comment occasionally then all of a sudden comments on every entry everywhere, it's very unsettling. uuhh anyways I don't know I try really really hard to avoid swearing but the harder I try the harder it is to express myself. I mean in my head I say stuff all the time but when I talk and type/write I censor them out uuh does that count? I mean swearing isn't bad unless you start inserting swear words into every single thing you say just because you want to but they're not really necessary and I do not want to develop that bad habit. I don't actually mind other people swearing and you guys can swear all you want it's just that I don't like it when I swear. I try to only swear where it's absolutely necessary, where no other words can exactly substitute my feelings but even in those situations I try to censor them out.

like when my roommates are being stupid it annoys me so much I'm sorry but

"hey look I'm Chinese konnichi wa" my roommate said while squinting

and in my head I'm just like "fuck that's not Chinese that's Japanese and that's racist just stop"

but I never bothered to correct her because she wouldn't care anyways and she'd just ignore me

I mean I tried to correct her once but (warning spoiler ahead)

"hey you wanna know a spoiler for Fifty Shades of Grey? Christian Grey is a sadist"

I didn't care anyways and I do not plan on reading it so yeah but she pronounced "sadist" wrong as in "sad-ist" but it's supposed to be "say-dist" I told her that but she said "no it's sad-ist" so yeah I won't bother correcting her anymore and it's not my concern anyways and I'd just look like a jerk or something if I keep on correcting people so yeah I'll just leave them be no matter how wrong they are