idk more stuff
by, 30th March 2013 at 08:53 PM (228 Views)
so yeah I haven't been posting lately and I'm bored and starting this blog in the first place was the dumbest thing I have ever done because really it's full of weird random crap and rants and
somemost of it I don't even know why I typed it in the first place and you could get the wrong idea about Adam from them or about me or about Tumblr or something I dunno, moral values stuff so anyway the real reason I wanted to make this entry in the first place was basically to tell you that writing is the only thing I want to do with my life but I'm not even remotely good at it.
I'm not a very prolific writer either to be honest oh yeah and I can totally see you guys misunderstanding me and thinking I misused the word prolific but you don't want to like start an argument or something so you don't correct me idk something like that but I really am not prolific if I had a fanfiction.net user I'd literally only have one fanfic there and it'd be a Percy Jackson one lol I see the son/daughter of Poseidon thing is very overused tho but I'm not going in that direction even though it would sorta seem like it I'm not even sure if I am in the Percy Jackson fandom I mean yeah I read all the books (not including the Demigod Diaries) and I understand the inside jokes (like the use of dam as in really without the n as a swear word) and I follow a couple of PJO blogs but I seem out of place there like when everyone was freaking out over the SOM movie trailer I was just sitting there being all chill reblogging photosets of Adam Young's face I'm not that excited for the movie and I'm only a bit excited about the House of Hades so yeah it's more of a second hand fandom, actually every single fandom I'm in seems like a second hand fandom (it means you know enough about it to make an intelligent conversation with another fan but it's like you're not really part of it), I only feel like I truly belong in the hoot owl fandom it's the only place I don't feel awkward not even joking we have calmed down about the whole Twitter thing tho according to some fan theories it's his management following random people in order to reach the goal of 1M followers not him his management seems like they're pushing him too hard, always rushing him in concerts and stuff just let him relax he's probably gonna crack from all the pressure soon
but yeah that's a bit off topic back to writing. I mean I joined the writing club/school newspaper but I never really contributed to anything plus we only published one issue and I didn't even write anything for that issue. I made a comic but it didn't get published so I technically didn't do anything for it. I wrote some articles for the other two issues we had planned but we never got to publish it, budget cuts but what I really hate is what I wrote for the literary issue that is one of the worst stories I have ever written. one of the crappiest stories ever I feel sorry for the characters who had to be part of it when you read it you can totally sense the holes, that it falls short on something the characters don't have a backstory I know you don't necessarily have to write a backstory for every character but really it's just the worst. that other story I wrote back in first grade about a rabbit who was stuck in a zoo but escaped and went to live in a magic forest was way better than that
well ok if you must know it's about two girls who were friends and one of them moved away and the other got sad and sat in the grass for a long time and cried and thought about life and she can't let go of her past which is really ironic because she doesn't have a past I never even mentally wrote either of them a backstory so it's basically just a girl who bikes to her friend's house, finds out her friend moved then sits down and cries in the grass and that's literally the whole story it makes me so angry I want to punch a wall asadfghjkhjgdhsg I told you I sucked
I wonder what my clubmates thought about that probably that I wrote it because it reflects something that happened to me in real life or something but it's not I totally made it all up I never had a friend who moved away plus I was never close enough with someone to be sad when they moved away anyway but really the one thing I want to do with my life and I'm not even remotely good at it I fail in life uuhh I really hope CS Adventurs ends well I mean yeah I totally got the whole plot and all the chapters and everything planned out but I never got around to writing it because I feel lazy but yeah I'll write it eventually though I'm not quite sure if I'm up to writing it I'm half tempetd to just give you the plot summary and leave but that's not the way it goes. I dunno is there anyone out there willing to be like a co-writer or something I'll tell you everything I planned out for the story and you can rate it on a scale from meh to that was actually pretty good and half write the story actually I wouldn't want to torture you with a tedious job like that never mind. half of it was random tho like I named the characters randomly like Callie was named after my squirtle from Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Explorers Of Time idk why I just took the quiz then I turned into a squirtle and instead of using my real name I made one up and it was Callie and it turns out to be a real name then I named my partner the Chikorita petals. I was also originally planning on naming Ender Jake after Jake the dog from Adventure Time but I randomly decided to just name him Ender after the main character from Ender's Game I don't know where I was going with that honestly. I had chapter 2 like half written but I deleted it for some reason???? and I had to rewrite it and I've currently got like two paragraphs idk it's either I'll make chapter 2 extra long or I'll wait until I finish chapter 3 until I post both of them so you'll have more to read but I'm not sure if anyone out there is still interested tho I mean it's not really even remotely interesting
oh well here's a fun fact: it was originally gonna be a oneshot about how people hate Castelia Sewers and I was gonna name the character after myself and make her a *idk still uncomfortable about swearing but insert a bad word here you probably know which one* because I hate myself then she wants an Eevee but gets a Rattata instead but she learns her lesson and learns to love all pokemon and Castelia Sewers received less hate from people the end
but seriously tho why do people hate Castelia Sewers with a burning passion? I mean it's annoying just like any other regular cave/water route why does it receive extra hate all it has is both Zubat and Rattata in it then it's automatically the worst thing in the whole entire world? idk people are overreacting, really that's not a real valid reason for it to get more hate than the other caves/water routes. I honestly found Mt. Coronet and Victory Road more annoying.
oh yeah and sorry this entry was so long, but I think I broke it down into enough paragraphs
P.S. no I am not obsessed with Zubat, Rattata or Eevee (my friend from my old school likes Eevee that's why I like Eevee...I miss her)
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