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by , 4th March 2013 at 08:12 PM (1357 Views)
NOTE: My computer has been really acting up. If any one of you got a mention about this before it actually posted, I'm sorry. I never actually posted this blog until now, so I have no clue what's going on. o_o
Mentions are not working for me either, and there are these strange lines going across this screen. I really don't know what's going on.

...I have to leave, you guys.

It's a long story...Basically, I had a lecture on internet safety and about my lack of social skills. And I had to promise to never go on BMGf ever again.

Why am I here, then? Well, I fell sick during school today and my dad brought me home, and...well, I felt I couldn't just [i]leave.[/i] I wanted to say bye to all of you...

Since I'll probably never have a Bulbaversary blog, I'm going to mention people here, too.

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@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=62773" target="_blank">ZeXaLavenRayV</a>; Thank you so much, for everything that you've done for me. You taught me to always be optimistic, and to embrace life and its changes and never bring yourself down. I was a really pessimistic person before I met you. Now, I'm trying little by little to improve myself, and I'm not getting worried if the changes aren't happening as fast as I would like. You were also the main person who indirectly convinced me to watch Zexal, and in doing that you opened up an entire new world for me! :D I promise that even if I won't be on here anymore, I'll still be watching. :) Once again, thank you.

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=53556" target="_blank">Zima</a>; One of the most complicated people I know. XD I used to think that I was an unusually reflective person...before I met you. :P I think you're very intelligent, as well as a deep thinker. I know sometimes your life is not a good one, but I also know that you have the strength and courage to keep on pushing. Like how Lavy convinced me to watch Zexal, you indirectly convinced me to watch Hetalia, and I'm hooked. :P Thank you for being an amazing friend, and Vodkattobingu!

To both of you: My mom saw our QT, and she forbade me from posting there, too. But I still want you guys to talk there! I should still be able to read it, I think.

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=59834" target="_blank">Kululu</a>; Hey! I remember awkwardly asking you for a signature in your first art shop, and then using it for a ridiculously long time. XD Talking to you has been a lot of fun, and I like how you always check to see if I'm on, and you nearly always catch me invisible. :P I'll miss you!

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=42017" target="_blank">Koukoubean</a>; You are the sole person that subconsciously influenced me to use the emoticon "XD" more. :P I used to [i]never[/i] use it at all before I started talking to you! And now I use it all the time! XD We don't talk much anymore, but we used to a lot...you were one of the more mature people I exchanged VMs with. ^^; Hope you're doing okay, and will continue to do so!

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=57449" target="_blank">Sunburn</a>; Another person who I don't really talk to much anymore, but I remember having some fun conversations with you about surveying and trees. XD You're really interesting to talk to!

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=61197" target="_blank">Elec-boy</a>; Hi! :) It's been really fun talking with you, too! Nice to know there's a fellow shy person like me out there. XD

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=8950" target="_blank">Venom</a>; Keep that post count for as long as you can, okay? :)

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[B]Last Poster Wins:[/B]

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=55750" target="_blank">Momoka</a>; I remember the first time I ever posted in that thread, you liked all of my posts. XD I know it seems stupid now, but back then it meant a lot to me and encouraged me to keep posting there. Thank you for that. :)

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=60395" target="_blank">Midorikawa</a>; You posted in my introduction thread in the Garden Grotto! I think you scared me a little back then, for reasons I can't quite remember now. ^^; Anyways, you were the one who told me what K was and persuaded me to watch it. I definitely don't regret doing that, and I can't wait for season 2! ...I think you also told me what Homestuck was! It was the day when there was that bet to see who would be post #50000 or something in LPW, and you told me that "homestuck is homestuck" and made me curious enough to Google it, and I started actually reading it recently! It's really addicting. ^^;

Other LPW people:
@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=59072" target="_blank">Tailgate</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=59348" target="_blank">Akuraito</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=36348" target="_blank">The Miz</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=37721" target="_blank">Karis</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=56713" target="_blank">Booster Gold</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=45149" target="_blank">Terrell</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=56857" target="_blank">Caprizant</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=61762" target="_blank">Yata</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=55442" target="_blank">Fushimi</a>;
Keep on winning, you guys~! (Sorry if I left out anyone...)

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[B]The War Room:[/B]

I have a strange history with this place. From the beginning, I was curious because it said "Home of the Bulbagarden Mafia" under the forum title, and I had no idea what it meant. ^^; I think I asked Sunburn about it and he explained it to me and told me to ask Soulmaster if I had any questions, but I was too nervous to go do that. Hence the stalking began...I think I stalked as a guest at first, then I learned of the glorious invisible mode! (And now I'm always invisible, pretty much. :P)

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=61129" target="_blank">FrostyGaga</a>; You hosted both the first game I ever stalked (Advance Wars) and the first game I ever played (Super Smash Bros.) and both of them were amazing! :) Advance Wars totally hooked me on mafia games, and I remember going back through the archives and reading all of them... :P

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=54682" target="_blank">HumanDawn</a>; As I said, the first game I ever stalked was Advance Wars, and well...let's just say you were one of the more entertaining players I had the pleasure of stalking. XD BW! and BW!2 were both hilarious games, and I'm really going to miss [s]laughing at you[/s] reading the funny things you say. ^^;

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=32860" target="_blank">TairaNamikase</a>; My mason buddy in Smash Bros! You were a much more careful player than me... :P It was really fun to talk to you in that game, even if we don't talk much now!

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=54681" target="_blank">The Jingster</a>; I still need to get you boiled in that lava, huh? >:D You made Smash Bros twice as fun, so thank you for that. :)

@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=42308" target="_blank">Master Mew</a>; You get a mention because you indirectly taught me how to use the [noparse] and [hr] tags. It was useful information! ^^;

I'm going to mention everyone I remember I played a mafia game with (so not many people, since I only played 3). Thanks for the fun, you guys! Maybe I can still start stalking as a guest again, even if I can't post!
@<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=53461" target="_blank">Dark Blueberry</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=51708" target="_blank">Doctor jokool</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=55321" target="_blank">FinalArcadia</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=56536" target="_blank">Soulmaster</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=33944" target="_blank">Buoy</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=32881" target="_blank">Neon Borealis</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=29237" target="_blank">DrumBeats</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=39418" target="_blank">GliscorMan</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=50003" target="_blank">Baron Dante</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=25662" target="_blank">Insanish Danish</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=43612" target="_blank">Mintaka</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=43241" target="_blank">Pokemaster97</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=64333" target="_blank">stillboy</a>; @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=58119" target="_blank">Orion</a>;
...um, I think that's all? Again, sorry if I left out anyone, I can't remember any more...

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I'd also like to mention @<a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/member.php?u=27193" target="_blank">Joseph-B2</a>; for setting up JFF! I know I didn't post in there very much, and I've not been getting much time nowadays, but the group was a great idea and it's getting a lot of activity! :) Maybe I'll still be able to battle sometime, if I bookmark the link to the chat room. I'll try and see if I can do it.

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...Well, I guess that's it. I've had a really fun time with everyone here the past 236 days (I think that's the number). Every single member on here helps make the forum what it is, which is a fun place to hang out with other people! I'm really going to miss it here. I'll never forget the experiences I had: the funny ones, the sad ones, the anxious ones, the exciting ones...everything that helped make BMGf so amazing for me.

Thank you so much, all of you!
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  1. Charles Dunois's Avatar
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    Farewell, Shadows!
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  2. Ebail's Avatar
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    Aww. I know we never really talked, or anything, but I'll miss seeing you around. Hope everything goes great for you in life.
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  3. Bishie Karis-chan's Avatar
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    ...goodbye, Shadows. >: Even though we didn't really talk...well at all, I'll miss you.
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    Bye. I wish we could have gotten to know each other better.
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  5. GliscorMan's Avatar
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    Aw, have fun wherever you go! May the wind be ever-under your wings!

    And may we play a Mafia game again sometime in the future.
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  6. Pokemaster97's Avatar
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    It's a shame you have to leave! Best of luck in whatever you do in the future, and hey, maybe you'll be back one day.
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    Oh my God ;____; . D-do you absolutely have to keep your word on this one? Will you still be on QT?! If I can't talk to you anymore, then goodbye ;______; . Thank you so much for those goodbye words ;-; ! I was actually a really pessimistic person before I watched ZeXal. You've helped support me a lot in gaining confidence as well :) . You're one of my closest friends, and one of my only ones since I don't have many offline. It's been amazing knowing you! It can take a while, and there will be some tough times, but change will come. Kattobingu!! I'm glad you started watching it! Think of me when you see Yuma :') . Even when we're not in touch, I'll still be by your side. I'm not trying to corrupt you, but I'm sure maybe coming back to visit wouldn't hurt. Please.... Take care, and remember what I taught ya :'p !

    EDIT: Mods don't listen! She doesn't know what she's doing ;~; !
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  8. Black Dragon's Avatar
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    ;~; Bye Shadows.
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  9. Squall Leonhart's Avatar
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    Aw...I'm sad to see you leave. Bye Shadows, I wish you luck with everything!
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  10. FinalArcadia's Avatar
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    You're one of the nicest people on this site, so it's really a shame to see you go...

    I hope that at some point you are able to come back here, and if/when that happens, you'll have people here waiting to greet you. ^^

    Good luck in your future endeavors!
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    I'm really sorry you have to leave, that hurts a lot of us. But I really want you to be happy outside the internet and keep on working and striving towards your dreams and living a happy life! None of us will forget you, and we'll always be your friend.

    If you ever come back, we'll welcome you here with arms wide open. Goodbye and be happy!
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    Aw... see ya Shadows, guess there's nothing to be done. :c
    At least you had a great time while you were here! Who knows, someday you may be able to come back. :3
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  13. Mikes Gardevoir's Avatar
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    Buh-bye Shadows I never met you and stuff but I always read a few of your blogs! and liked them anways buh bye and May the odds ever be in your favor!
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    Good luck with everything Shadows, I hope to see you here sometime in the future :( you were really interesting to talk to as well! I'm glad I got you interested in the War Room, it's a fun place. We will all miss you :)
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    Shadows! ;_; Thank you so much for your kind words... I'm going to miss you so much... You are very friendly and I really wanted to get to know you better. As ZeXaLavenRayV said, you MUST post in our QT! All of the members matter in a group! PLEASE... ;_; It's not going to be the same without you, you know that?
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  16. SwampertShoes's Avatar
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    You seem very kind, Shadows, and I'm sorry you can't stay. It would've been nice to get to know you. =]
    But that's so great, to be optimistic. Keep going towards that goal, and think of your friends when you're down. =] I hope one day you get to come back, but even if you don't, I hope you're happy. ^^
    Bai, Shadows! You're wished a wonderful future!
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  17. Helioptile's Avatar
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    awwwww... I liked this guy...
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  18. Trainer Gabriel's Avatar
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    I may not know you, but it's always sad to see someone on this site leave for good. I can only imagine how much it would suck to have made such a promise about never using BMGf again. :(
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    Updated 4th March 2013 at 10:35 PM by Trainer Gabriel
  19. jokool's Avatar
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    We'll miss you Shadows!
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  20. Faerie's Avatar
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    We didn't speak much, but it still sucks we won't be seeing you. However, I wish you all the best and good luck with life!
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