Blast (in the face) from the Past
by, 6th July 2012 at 12:13 PM (127 Views)
In a bout of nostalgia, I decide to go on all of the forums I used to go on. Like, the ones I haven't gone on in months or years......and, I dunno, look at my old posts, my old PMs.
I realized some stuff. But first......
I was so childish. I was whining so much, I posted so many useless posts, and....my sense of humor.....aw, damn.....DAMN. I sounded so stupid, and did so much shit, it kinda makes me wonder why my warning level is still at zero on those forums.
My grammar sucked. I was so stupid, I was letting complete strangers add me on Facebook. What? That doesn't sound like me at all. You'd have to threaten Present!Me at knifepoint just to find out what continent I live in. But....people grow, I guess. One matures. I was a child back then. No longer.
I also felt guilty, though.
That nostalgia-induced trawl rekindled my passion. I badly want to get back in the community, but I feel like I've missed so much. Everywhere I look I'm all "That's the state of the metagame? What the heck is that thing? That's what you do now? Oh, so our country has official events now, and we're applying for our own subforum?....good....but who the heck is that guy? There's a new mod? What? What? Whaaaaat?" I can't quite....get back in.
So what's my point?
It's 'screw you, I've got BMGf now'. :D
No......actually, I'm deathly afraid that the same thing would happen to BMGf. I don't want that to happen, ever. But what if it's ineveitable.....?
Thank you for reading this incredibly long-winded and pointless blog post. Alas, it is what spills out of your brain when it's 1 AM and you haven't had any sleep.
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