Feeling slightly hurt...
by, 24th December 2008 at 03:45 PM (289 Views)
So... I've been having a horrible time focusing with *anything*. My grades were bad, I still can't drive, work isn't going too well... and I'm having a horrible time putting together a competitive team. I keep changing my mind. One day it will be all gen 3, the next I want to add Pineco, then I scrap that... it's a fun little ADHD trait, not being able to stick to one thing. You should see my house an Animal Crossing... I redo it completely at least once a week usually. So I guess something I said last night I worded wrong in #dp_battle and it was taken as a comment that I no longer care about competitive battling, and I was asked this morning by a friend to leave. ;_; The truth is I DO care, a lot. These are the only people I can get excited about Pokemon with. I would love more than anything to battle with them. And I could go back in there and explain that, but you know what? I shouldn't be there. I derail conversations in there all the time. Will should have banned me immediately. I'm not mad. I feel guilty that I messed everything up for them, honestly. I do that kind of thing a lot. But between the breeding, the catching synced Pokemon and dittos, the stats battles... I still don't even understand half of it, and the whole thing is very intimidating! Perfect timing too... I was all excited because tomorrow is Christmas, and that means exactly 10 years ago I received Pokemon Blue from my parents and became a Pokemon fiend of sorts.
But when it gets to the point where you're so unfocused you manage to piss your ONLINE friends off... it's time to leave them alone.
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