If it can't get any worse...
by, 7th September 2013 at 08:01 PM (287 Views)
School started yesterday for me due to a Jewish holiday. I wonder why they didn't just start on Monday instead...
The physics and senior english teacher I have are sooooo slow and boring...and there's so much ADD/ADHD people in my classes it's not even funny. People are already harassing the physics teacher by constantly interrupting her and being "#swag" or whatever. I don't have any friends in my classes, which is the usual. I can't hold a conversation with a friend without being interrupted by her friend and I get instantly cut off from that conversation. I won't have off campus until I "return" a missing gym lock that I already returned 2 weeks before school ended last year, and I owe a textbook to the math department, and I haven't even used a textbook for math last year. The math teacher didn't even use it for the course!
I hate doing homework online because for some reason I'm not signed up in any of their websites and therefore am not allowed to access it. To top it all off, I already lost my textbook (I never lose things, and it's amazing if I ever lose anything; I'm such a hoarder that way ;-; ) and it hasn't even been the 2nd day of school yet. I think I left it on the bench outside, and it's raining now.
Dad's calling me a failure and because I want to study environmental science and got around 1600 SAT score. My ACT score was much better than that, yet he still believes that ACT scores "aren't real".
I realized last year that studying piano really isn't for me, despite doing it for most of my life. My ambition (or really my mom's ambition) to be a concert violinist is lost. I've gone from being revered as one of the top student of a highly known violin teacher to forgetting what 3rd position was...Mom still wants me to do everything music, yet I've lost all motivation in instrumental music. I wasted all my life to become a musician... I can't friggin tell the difference between classical and baroque or whatever that is. All music sounds the same to me anyways. It has always been that.
...damn it, I thought senior year was supposed to be fun...
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