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Choosing between 2 Girls. Tough choice isn't It?
by , 26th August 2012 at 09:11 AM (587 Views)
Do you have that feeling when you have to choose between 2 girls (if your a guy) or 2 boys (if your a girl)? And you don't know who to choose. Especially If you supported your current girl/boy the most and suddenly, you find another girl/boy that suits your liking too and something your current girl/boy doesn't have? All in all, you can't choose between the two. It comes to the point where you need to make the right decision.
Yeah, that's how I am feeling right now.
Basically, the story starts off...
There is a girl that I like while I was still in Guam. Ever since we both left the 8th Grade year, we went on our different paths since we cannot go to the same school due to district laws. And the only way of communication is through Facebook/Twitter or our Phones. We still talk from time to time, but over the course of freshmen year, she is busy with tons of honors work and not enough time for us to talk. In May 2012, we met each other in the mall, since I wanted to buy a Steam voucher card and a new USB Cable for my iPhone and we were so happy to see each other. I couldn't stay too long since my mom was waiting for me. Then on my last day of School, June 6, 2012, I decided to go to my old school to meet my old teachers again. While at the same time, she was there too. We hung out, but barely got to talk since I was exhausted that time. But before we left, we fulfilled our promise to take a picture together and its a goodbye after that. Moving on to Summer 2012, we did talk, but not all the time. She was busy with driving school so she needs to study. So I'm fine with It. It took almost one whole month since we can start talking as usual, but Its not as much as before. And last week, August 20, school started in Guam. But for me, I am in the Philippines right now. I'll explain later in the next part of my story. Anyways, school has begun, but both of us barely got to speak now. Its either she's always busy or something else...
I said that I am in the Philippines now. Well, now I am. I'll explain why. When my mom told me that she didn't feel too good and wanted to return home to the Philippines, I had to make one of my toughest decision, which is to, stay here or go. I thought about It and I said I'll go. I didn't regret It, but at the same time, I won't see my friends anymore. The opportunity was there because I can graduate next year so I can go College without going through all 4 years of High School. Now that I finally made that decision, I am currently happy in my new school. Still need time to adjust, but overall Its good.
Long story short, there is this girl, who I am starting to have feelings for. Despite the fact that my new friends (including the teachers) are pairing me up with her. Because we both speak English very well, we live near each other, and we are both from different places. Anyways, lately, when they say her name in front of me, I start to blush. I don't know why. We're just good friends and I need her to assist me in certain parts of my classes since I barely know any of them. But I guess that's turning into something since my friends and teachers are seeing something between us.
And that's why I am making a tough choice. Choose the first one (Guam) or the second one (Philippines). If I choose the first one, I have to wait 2 years before I see her again OR second one, more opportunity since we are near each other and a upcoming Junior/Senior Prom and I plan to take her.
I know these things are personal to say, but Its something all of us deal in life.
Do you guys had the same experience too?
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