Stormcastle

Dear Bulbagarden, I do apologize for corrupting this blog from its original purpose but I can not presently hold a calm mind while typing these blogs.

I know none of you know me so this is the proper place to vent my emotions, my inner hatred, wrath, and sadness I guess because if I don't tell somebody my story it will eat me from the inside out.

My sister has a disease in her mouth. The doctors say it could be as deadly as Lymphoma to Cancer to Leukemia. She has protected me my whole childhood, been my best friend, and overall the best sis that God had to offer. However it is eating away at the top of her mouth and the doctor said if they don't take action soon that she won't have a mouth left. My schoolmates have been especially abusive and I have lost many dear friends. My pets are too scared of me these days as if they see the inner evil brewing in my heart. My mental fortitude is beginning to break. I beginning to smell hints of insanity slowly creep into not only my mind but my very existence. I'm afraid that if something bad happened to my sister I would break. It would shatter my soul which would cause me to shatter myself. Because she is my true friend, the one that never left my side. I would stand at her side with guns drawn and hope that the world would never overcome us. If she died, I don't know what kind of vile things would enter my heart. Because my schoolmates are pushing me closer and closer to the cliff of insanity and soon I won't be able to be neutral anymore. Either I'll get pushed off or I'll break their jaw so they can stop talking about things they don't know anything about.

I do not ask for your sympathy, I ask for your prayers. Please pray for my sister for she deserves more blessings than I ever deserved. Every prayer counts.

I do not like to ask for favors but please do this for me, for the sake of humanity if nothing else.