I have an issue
by, 24th August 2013 at 11:40 PM (198 Views)
And I really need the help from you guys with this...
I'll admit I'm weird. And oddly peppy. We're all weird (And some of us peppy). But, it's getting up to the point where people are kind of turned off. A few months ago I tried to change, be a bit more mellow and cool...but at the expense of my friends. I've been annoyed by my friends for a long time and really don't want to be friends anymore.
To be more direct, she clings to me during band, ruins any chance of a relationship, but I feel bad if I act rude/cut it off. We're co section leaders, and things would get really awkward if I cut it off. She also knows who I like (That's dangerous man.) But back to my personality. Because of how I used to act, my only friends are the ones I don't want to be friends with much. And if I stop acting like I do, not only do they stick like glue, but they get rude and start to question my "fangirl personality". I used to run a tumblr account, but left because it made me act weird. I want to begin anew. Become mature yet retain the good childish qualities.
But...I can't. I don't want to seem rude to my friends. I don't want to be alone. I see them almost everyday, and things would be extremely awkward.
I...have no idea what to do! They're very kind people, but I just want to be the new kid again! Be given another chance, act different! But it's all gone. I'm seen as weird. Please help, Thank you.
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