I'm not going to write the exact same shit all over again... >< I'm getting so sick of feeling this way...
*hugs Zima* You'll be alright. Take a few days off, and you may feel better, as long as you need.Everyone needs to get away.My inbox always is open if you want to vent/chat/whatever. Im a good listener. If Im ever not around, I'll respond as soon as possible.
I will also be there for you if you need to talk.
Let there be more sunny days in your life.
You sound like you need to get off the internet and go see a psychiatrist. Depression is a serious problem that can't be solved without professional help. I'm sure the people on here mean well, but depression and suicidal thoughts don't go away from listening to people say nice things to you. Sure, I'm just a guy you don't know telling you this, but regardless, you won't get any real solutions from talking to people on Bulbagarden.
Tsurugi may be right, though that does not mean that we dont like to help you. There is just a possibility we cannot.
If you really want to talk it out to someone, however, everyone around is eager to help. Me included, of course.
All of you are so nice... I may start crying...
As long as they are tears of joy, it's okay...
@Stahl; I know this may not sound like much, from what everyone else has offered, but feel free to talk to me if you need to vent or feel lonely. Just keep your chin up, friend, I promise, it gets better. :3 I guess all I can say is ... it just takes some time, little girl, you're in the middle of the ride, everything, everything will be alright, everything everything will be just fine, just fine~
Be happy, goddammit!
There is no defeat, only delayed victory. Life is only ever hard because the gods themselves fear your progression into awesome.