Being stuck in a rut...
by, 2nd January 2012 at 06:51 AM (308 Views)
It's no fun at all.
It's those boring, dreary days again... I don't know what to do with myself... and I don't know what to do with my life.
The clock going ticking is just the most annoying thing in the world. And it's going so slowly as if to deliberately drive me crazy. Gimmie a break, you damn clock.
I hate getting up in the morning, when I fully know I don't have anything to do for the day. Yet I'm so afraid of falling asleep at night because the next day haunts me.
I obviously lost my "spark", I guess...
Recently, I applied for a part-time job at a department store, and I got accepted.
My family's starting to hate me for getting a job, and they're giving me hints that I should turn it down. Sometimes, I'm wondering if my family really cares about me. The pay isn't bad, and it would at least cover my expense for the new textbooks next semester, if not my future transportation fees and meals.
Besides, I'm actually looking forward to the challenge of the job - hopefully, experiencing something new would ignite me again and pull me out of the rut.
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