Am I a Horrible Person? (Part 2)
by , 28th November 2012 at 09:01 PM (1087 Views)
Once again, I have proven myself once again to be nothing more than a mere monster, because I've been banned for the second time. Not only am I never going to be a mod anytime, but it has also tarnished my perfect attendance at the Random Images thread. Nobody seems to understand the pain and suffering I have to go through in my life and my days on the internet before I joined this forum. I tried to be more like the popular SPPF user, BCVM22, who taught me that there's such a thing as good and bad opinions and harshly proves the statements of gullible users wrong, but all I received was negative counter-arguments to my long-researched theories/ideas, to the point where I have to give up my opinions altogether because they really are as horrible as they are. What's worse is that I lost my friendship with Kaori, who told me to never speak to her again (making me assume that she wants to be my enemy), for she was tired of giving me advices I refused to follow for not only reminding me how horrible my life is, but also contradicting what BCVM22 said to me about opinions. I never wanted that to happen, and I'm trying to find a way to restore our friendship. All of this has happened because of my SSB4 character list, my episodic chronic stress about the future of the quality of movies and video games, and my stubborn personality. It makes me wish I was never a deep-thinker to begin with, or better yet, not human anymore. But I do not wish to be suicidal because there's so many things I want to see and go before I die. I don't know what I should do by now...












Email Blog Entry
