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  1. Hello there uwu

    by , 3rd December 2013 at 06:05 PM
    It's been awhile...a year almost, to be honest. Oops. Well I'm doing fairly well, I guess. I still tried to commit suicide twice this year.. eh. And I still cut from time to time. I'm in a tutoring center for the time being because my social anxiety and depression has gotten so serious. It sucks. But on the more positive side, I'm engaged. (: I have a wonderful fiance. He's amazing <3

    He often makes me feel better when no one else can. So uh yeah. Thought I'd just update you guys ...
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  2. Just updating.

    by , 30th January 2013 at 05:38 AM
    I have a therapist. I've met with her, twice now. I like her. I'm very comfortable about talking to her and I even talk to her about my cutting quite a bit. She is a good listener and she asks good questions. She's just a good therapist is all. But, my depression and feeling of wanting to die and/or cut are still there.. but, I have to meet with a psychiatrist first to see if they can prescribe me medicine/antidepressants because a therapist can't give me medicine (she isn't qualified to do that). ...
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  3. Hey.

    by , 28th December 2012 at 02:35 PM
    I'm updating this after forever. Hi. Things are going good, I guess. Uhm, the thoughts and depression are still here I guess. I mean like.. I still am depressed and suicidal and I still want to cut. But.. yeah, i dunno. It's hard to explain.

    I'm supposed to be getting a new psychatrist, soon. Like, really soon. As soon as christmas break ends apparently. Kinda scared because I'm afraid she won't see me as genuinely depressed and will just pass it off as attention or like it's all ...
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  4. Oh. Hi. time to update

    by , 16th June 2012 at 09:54 AM
    I finally got a therapist. It's not exactly helping and all. I've been cutting more than usual and I've tried to commit suicide 4 times now. Yeah. But, I decided today I'm going to try and stop cutting. It'll be hard as fuck but i'm still going to try. And if I fail, well.. I don't know. But, I just wanted to let you guys know.
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  5. Yo.

    by , 14th May 2012 at 06:09 PM
    Hi.. I don't think I'm getting any better. I'll just copy and paste what I put on my Facebook;
    I feel like such a waste of space. Like I don't deserve to live. I feel depressed all the time. I feel sad. I don't want to feel sad anymore, but I can't seem to bring myself to get some help. I know i'm fucked up in the head. I want someone to care sometimes, to ask me what's wrong. But whenever someone does, all I say is 'nothing'. I know I'm not fine, that i'm dying inside, that my thoughts ...
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