Glad to know you guys care about me. It's whatever. If you want to find me I'll be on ever grande city forums as skylar vanity. So whatever, yeah. Bye.
Hi, guys. I'm doing alright I guess. There's about 2 days before school starts but it's ok. I go to a very small private school for people with emotional issues.
I'm doing ok with self harm and my suicidal tendencies. In fact I haven't self harmed in almost 2 months and I haven't tried to kill myself since last November.
I guess I'd just let you guys know how I'm doing. So yeah. Hi.
It's been awhile...a year almost, to be honest. Oops. Well I'm doing fairly well, I guess. I still tried to commit suicide twice this year.. eh. And I still cut from time to time. I'm in a tutoring center for the time being because my social anxiety and depression has gotten so serious. It sucks. But on the more positive side, I'm engaged. (: I have a wonderful fiance. He's amazing <3
He often makes me feel better when no one else can. So uh yeah. Thought I'd just update you guys
I have a therapist. I've met with her, twice now. I like her. I'm very comfortable about talking to her and I even talk to her about my cutting quite a bit. She is a good listener and she asks good questions. She's just a good therapist is all. But, my depression and feeling of wanting to die and/or cut are still there.. but, I have to meet with a psychiatrist first to see if they can prescribe me medicine/antidepressants because a therapist can't give me medicine (she isn't qualified to do that).
I'm updating this after forever. Hi. Things are going good, I guess. Uhm, the thoughts and depression are still here I guess. I mean like.. I still am depressed and suicidal and I still want to cut. But.. yeah, i dunno. It's hard to explain.
I'm supposed to be getting a new psychatrist, soon. Like, really soon. As soon as christmas break ends apparently. Kinda scared because I'm afraid she won't see me as genuinely depressed and will just pass it off as attention or like it's all