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The 7 Flaws of Me

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by , 4th May 2012 at 10:50 AM (289 Views)
So I've been feeling extremely down recently and I felt a need to get something, anything of my chest, but since nobody I physically know will give a crap what I say I guess I have to say it here.

1. I have a very spotty face. I eat a lot of greasy food and people ask me how I can stay so skinny, and I can just point to the spots on my face. I get loads of crap from people every day about it.

2. I have Impostor's Syndrome, which basically means that you have the belief that you are worth practically nothing, everything you've ever done is a useless failure and you live in paranoia of everyone realising this in the next second.

3. 85% of the time I feel extremely lonely, thrown away and useless, which is probably what caused the Impostor's Syndrome and is the reason why I usually look moody or depressed.

4. I have the belief and feeling that nobody loves me.

5. I am not aggressive, at all, ever. While this may seem like a good thing it means when someone is treating my like sh_t I can't retaliate or even speak back.

6. Often I prefer my own company. I could sit on a park bench from dawn till dusk, if I had the time. But when I don't want to be alone and I want to be with other people, I am pushed out because I am "depressing".

7. With the exception of when I'm performing, I'm the least confident person you will ever meet. Seriously.

Make what you will of this information but I need to tell someone, and nobody would listen.

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  1. Karamazov's Avatar
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    I'm sure people love you. You're a smart guy, talented musician, user 50,000, and you have a big heart.
  2. Sunburn's Avatar
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    What Karamazov said :) I have confidence issues myself, but one thing I've noticed is that a lot of the time, people like you a lot more than they show or let on. I bet you have a lot of people in your life that care about you, you just might not realize it.
  3. Baron Brixius's Avatar
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    I'm sorry to hear that, dude. We can't really help you over the net, only listen. I have no idea how to deal with this Impostor's syndrome, but maybe sport activities can help you? I heard that helps increase your serotonin levels, which in turn boosts happiness.

    In any case, be positive. [url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ]Always Look On The Bright Side of Life - YouTube[/url]

    Why did my comment get moderated... ;-;

    [QUOTE]I'm pretty sure comments with external links in them are moderated to prevent spam.[/QUOTE]

    Ah, I forgot about that.
    Updated 4th May 2012 at 11:18 AM by Baron Brixius
  4. Karamazov's Avatar
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    Quote Originally Posted by Baron Brixius

    Why did my comment get moderated... ;-;
    I'm pretty sure comments with external links in them are moderated to prevent spam.
  5. Shiny Celebi's Avatar
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    2,3, and 5 apply to me as well, you arent alone.

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