Shiki

Right now i feel great because i helped a freind on another forum with his feelings about bullying. I was bullied my self and i have hit some pretty dark places. I even been to the abyss and back. I was saved by music. Since then i deicided i would be a lead vocalist in a band or a solo artist who is just memorable and respected as Adele but even more then that. I want to be that artist people listen to when they are feeling down. I want to show them that there is always hope and its never the end. Even if for just a moment i want to bring people happiness. Its cause of the pain that mean people have given me that i now understand this and i want to thank them for showing me what i could be.

Its because of them i say this.

I don't sing to impress people or to show off. I sing to express my self and to touch people's hearts.

I rewrote the lyrics to a song called My Song from angel beats and this song i hold to dear to my heart
Here it is.


Lyrics
I need to heed the call
But I can't the point in life at all
At the end of everyday, my heart can hardly heal
I can't see, where I want to be
Where is the Key
That will bring me happiness

Those jerks tease me and you
There aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing at my values
Can't they see
The pain there causing me
Is driving me to near insanity

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my heart
I know for sure
That I am hurt
feel insecure
and Rather broken
Because I am
only human

These tears of mine
Are screaming out
"It's not a lie"
and as I cry
I want to thank you
For showing me
What I could be
I'll never let go
I thank you so

I try with all my might
To keep from crying every night
But tears are always running down my cheek
I don't realize
That the defeat's a disguise
My spirit will rise with my soul

Its thanks to you that I know what to
But we must part, and wave good bye.

Its thanks to you
That I found
All of the strength
And the confidence
I have misplaced
When im feeling down
I will play my song

These tears of mine
Are screaming out
I cause of you
I have seen
Everything I could be
Because of you
I'll Never Let go
I thank you so