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I hate it when my parents can't see I'm growing up!

Shiki — Wed, 15 May 2013 00:27:58 GMT

So I'm eating dinner with my dad, and he asks me what I did today. So I told him I just relaxed and watched an anime called Soul Eater.

Next thing I know, He starting to say that he's worried about me getting involved with Anime/Manga, because a volume of Rosario+Vampire I left lying out had a panty shot! He's now freaking out and going ballistic saying I can't read anymore manga and that I'll turn into a pervert!

News flash father, I'll be 17 this June! I've watched more scandalous and less then innocent american movies and TV shows, some of which I've watched with you! And I've never given you a hard time with that porno you watch called "Game of Thrones"!

Instead of simply freaking out, I just told him that he was overreacting and walked away. Doesn't help the massive anger induced headache I'm suffering from now though!

Long story short, Don't take away my Manga or Anime, or the fangs and claws will come out!

*Rant over*

Should I get Gates to Infinity

Shiki — Sat, 06 Apr 2013 19:29:48 GMT

I've been looking at the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon; Gates to Infinity game, I'm on the fence about getting it, because it looks like big improvement on the last two, but IGN gave it a poor score saying it was tedious.

Don't get me wrong, I've liked a lot of games that IGN gave poor scores to (Like BlazBlue Continuum Shift 2 for 3DS and NiGHTS: Journey of Dreams for Wii)

So I'd love some comments about your opinions of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Gates to Infinity. What do my fellow Pokemon fans think?

I'm Back!

Shiki — Sun, 10 Mar 2013 04:06:34 GMT

Hey it's been awhile, and I haven't been able to be on for awhile... And I feel really bad about how suddenly I left, but things came up and I couldn't use the internet as much... Anyway, It's great to be back! :sweatlol:

Am I any good?

Shiki — Tue, 11 Dec 2012 03:41:35 GMT

Hello, I'm Wild Candy.

I've had a Youtube Channel for quite a while, and I'm having a hard time with views.

Anyway, My Youtube mostly centers around me singing covers of songs. One of my favorite things to do is to rewrite japanese songs in english.

My first Cover
Oath Sign by LiSA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tz4UsLhC3OA

and My Second Cover
Crossing Field also by LiSA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX_yZHWi5rE&feature=plcp

Feel free to coment any critique

and if you Like my work, feel free to Like, Comment, Share, and Subscribe!

~Thanks a bunch~

WiLD CANDY =D

The Bandwagon!

Shiki — Tue, 13 Nov 2012 00:30:07 GMT

State your name: Michael
Gender: Male
(For U.S citizens) Which state do you live in?: Ohio!
Sexuality: Bisexual (Love to play with my close friends with this!)
Age: 16
Race: Caucasian (Mostly European and Canadian)
Personality: Sarcastic, friendly, and some confidence issues.
History: Bullied a lot in my old school, currently a music nut and aspiring singer!
Dominant Hand: Right.
Dominant Eye: Is there such a thing?
Pirates or Ninjas?: NINJA NINJA NINJA! BELIEVE IT!
Xbox or Playstation?: Playstation
LotR or Star Trek?: Anime!
Preferred Salad Dressing: I dun like salad
Republican or Democrat?: Ever so slightly lybral
Favorite Kind of Pizza: Cheese
Read the Book or saw the Movie?: Depends on the book or movie
Right Brained or Left Brained?: The one that's better at creativity
Uses a Night-Light?: No
Favorite Animal: Mokona, Cheshire Cat, and the rabbit from Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Favorite dog breed: PUGS! <3
Favorite Person on Bulbagarden: Hmm... I don't have favorites
Single, Taken, or Both?: Never dated anyone, so.
Batman or Spiderman?: Spiderman. (Batman's a wealthy ninja with way to much time on his hands!)
Believes 'The Wizard of Oz' Harbors a Thinly Veiled Political Message?: I just think it's cute.
Great Grandmother's Maiden Name: No idea
Believes in Aliens?: Yes, but i don't think they would visit the earth.
Believes in Ghosts?: On the fence.
Believes in Bigfoot?: If you think it's a harry hillbilly out on the western U.S.
Glass Half Full?: I refer to myself as a Pesemist who's pretty optimistic.
If transformed into a maniacal supervillain, their Legions of Terror will wear what insignia?: The Stars in Stereo symbol. (A white star with a lightning bolt.)
What would your super-power be?: The ability to strike things with lightning
Edward or Jacob?: "Then Buffy staked Edward... The end." (Twilight irks me!)
Who Would Win in a Fight, Xena or Chuck Norris?: Kanade Tachibana (Angel Beats!)
Potato: The bane of my existance!

Hectic Day and My Head is about F ing Ready to Explode!!!!!

Shiki — Wed, 07 Nov 2012 22:58:48 GMT

Well, to start, my power went out last night and when I woke up, my alarm wasn't working, and i was late to school and was 2 minutes away from being tarde and getting an after school detention.

2nd. I'm at my locker and one of my friends decides to say hi, and he accidently bumps into the locker next to mine and the lock fell off, because it wasn't on all the way. So my friend opens the door to see who it belongs to and lock it for him. But the Locker Owner Guy came in and jumped to the conclusion that my friend broke into his locker and starts threatening to beat him up and starts calling him a buch foul mouthed words (Which I won't repete). Then I shout at him "Back the F OFF! Calm down, your locker wasn't closed all the way and stop acting like a tough guy just because your threatened him and using horrible words!" Then he threatened to beat me up. So I say. "Go ahead, make my day. Then I can report you and get your suspended or worse!" Before shooting him the Evil Eye/Death Glare. He then gave a dirty look before walking off with a grunt.

3. So, this is my first year at my current High School, and i was just starting to make friends who were nice to me and shared my interest in music, but today I found out that they use illegal substances. And I thought to myself. Way to go, genius judge of character, way to walk into that one! Not a good idea for me to get into.

4. I'm so freaking tired of all the way to strong political oppinians and posts and what not. I can hardly go around the forums or Face Book without saying "Yay, Obama won!" or "Obama won, were screwed!" Or better yet, when they shove their oppinians down your throat. I understand talking about you're political views and having a sophisticated debate about them. But outright bullying someone because they don't have the same political views as you. Like today we were watching Obama's victory speech in History. And everyone was way to blatant in saying weather Obama should be president or not. NEWS FLASH! You aren't supposed to talk about Politics and Religion. It's a scocial norm, it just sparks controversy!

That is my rant, and I think I'm going to crush watermelons with a hammer now to get rid of my frustration.

Thanks for reading.

Hitting the RPG wall....

Shiki — Sat, 13 Oct 2012 19:07:25 GMT

So I've trying really hard to start some RPG's but it seems I've hit the wall. I can't seem to get anyone to sign up for my RP's and when I do, I just lose all passion in it! What am I supossed to do?!

Dream of Crows/That's My Life

Shiki — Tue, 09 Oct 2012 20:21:45 GMT

I wrote two sets of lyrics and if everyone could comment on my handywork to see how I can improve them, that would be great!

Dream of Crows

I’m trapped in a dark room
With my ears ringing
It feels like there’s no escape
I desperate tap my heels to flee from this gloom
Guess all I can do is love every song
That I sing in here

I don’t care
It’s just the story of my life

Fly away from the darkness
Shout out all your feelings
Break away from the sadness
Make all your dreams come true
Rock out knock the walls down
All the crows will sing to

In the darkness of my dreams

I want my name written in lights
But the crows fill my dreams
They come every night
I guess not everything is what it seems

Don’t just plan
Go ahead and make it happen

Fly away from the darkness
Shout out all your feelings
Break away from the sadness
Make all your dreams come true
Rock out knock the walls down
All the crows will sing to

Someone once said to me
That if your just gonna
Sing those songs
Go get kidnapped by
Those black birds and
Go away
We don’t want you

I think I hit my head
I can hardly stand
I can’t even feel my hands
Even so, I’ll sing until I drop dead

Fly away from the darkness
Shout out all your feelings
Break away from the sadness
Make all your dreams come true
Rock out, do what you want
All the crows will sing to

Even on this dark stage
I stand tonight
I will sing with all my
Lets sing along with all the crows
A song of Hope
This is that song

That's My Life

I wake up everyday
But nothing’s gone my way
I should’ve stayed in bed
After I hit my head
I was hoping for sun to ease my pain
But I all I got was rain
But I gotta keep on going

I will fight with all my might
Nobody said that life was gonna be easy
Living my life is where you’ll find me
Chasing my dreams
And I will sing and sleep when I die
That is my life

Jerks are being mean
Because I chase my dreams
Even when I fall
And even when I hit the wall
But sometimes I break down in tears
Suppressed by my childish fears
But I still keep on moving and singing

I will fight with all my might
Nobody said that life was gonna be easy
Living my life is where you’ll find me
Chasing my dreams
And I will sing and sleep when I die
That is my life

Tending to this broken heart
I’m looking for a brand new start
But I start to cry
And I don’t know why
This is not the end
I refuse to break or bend
Gotta let go of those memories
No time for feeling sorry

I will fight with all my might
Nobody said that life was gonna be easy
Living my life is where you’ll find me
Chasing my dreams
And I will sing and sleep when I die
Oh Yeah!

I will fight with all my might
Nobody said that life was gonna be easy
Living my life is where you’ll find me
Chasing my dreams
And I will sing and sleep when I die
This is why I live
That is my life

Crossing Field

Shiki — Sat, 06 Oct 2012 20:18:54 GMT

Hey I just finished covering a Japanese Song called Crossing Field, i rewrote the lyrics in english.

Please Comment you're oppinians on the cover and lyrics, thanks!

Lyrics

Although I was afraid, I still don't understand
Why I still fear, that it stayed
But I'll push on through, and never back down
No matter what

In this place, with skies that I have shaped
It unsettles my so frantic fragile heart

In my dreams, I took flight
Shaking off all of the fear binding me
But as that dream began to grow
I start to realize the flaws that are binding me
But as long as you are here
My heart can live in this cold dark world

I always want to be with you
I'll give you everything I have

Searching for a form of light
In this world, with its fright
So I can feel needed, and useful
Again

Although the world is cold
If you close your eyes, you can feel, a sense of warmth

In my dreams, I took flight
Shaking off all of the fear binding me
But as that dream began to grow
I start to realize all of my own large flaws
But as long as you are here
My heart can live in this cold dark world

Until you hear me, I'll keep calling your name
So I can, feel the same warmth, when we met

In my dreams, I took flight
Shaking off all of the fear binding me
But as that dream began to grow
I start to realize all of my own large flaws
But as long as you are here
My heart can live in this cold dark world

I wanna always stay with you
I wanna hold you tight right now
I swear I will wipe your tears
I'll give you everything I have

Shooting Star

Shiki — Sat, 06 Oct 2012 03:04:24 GMT

This set of song lyrics i wrote was supposed to be more on the fast and cheerful side, again, comment your ideas and thoughts. It really helps!!!

After years of pain and misery
I can’t help but feel so happy
The goal I’ve been trying to achieve
Is coming oh so close
If I give it my all, then there’s no slowing down
At least that’s what I believe

I’m moving on
With all my friends
So we’ll keep on trucking
Till the end

The hard times are over
And now I’m screaming hallelujah
And I watch
As my dream
Comes within my reach
No more hate and only love
So when I sing for you
I’m gonna give all of me
Cause I’m a shooting star

I’m gonna try my best
At everything I do
So I can rush on
Like a shooting star
Blasting on through
And there’s no slowing down
No way I’m gonna stop right now

I’m moving on
With all my friends
So we’ll keep on trucking
Till the end

The hard times are over
And now I’m screaming hallelujah
And I watch
As my dream
Comes within my reach
No more hate and only love
So when I sing for you
I’m gonna give all of me
Cause I’m a shooting star

Blasting on through
Like a shooting star
Were gonna rush toward
The dream of ours

Yeah!

There’s no slowing down
There’s no given up
So I gotta believe in myself

I can’t help but feel so happy
For the free me, free me, free me
That’s why I’m singing

The hard times are over
And now I’m screaming hallelujah
And I watch
As my dream
Comes within my reach
No more hate and only love
So when I sing for you
I’m gonna give all of me

The hard times are over
And now I’m screaming hallelujah
And I watch
As my dream
Comes within my reach
No more hate and only love
So when I sing for you
I’m gonna give all of me

Yeah

Only Human

Shiki — Sat, 06 Oct 2012 02:58:53 GMT

So i wrote some more song lyrics, this time I was going for slow and sad, but hopeful at the same time
Please Comment your thoughts and ideas.
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Everyday is the same
With jerks laughing at us
Playing such foolish games
But what have they gained from that

But I’ll move on
No matter what may come my way
And I’ll sing
Not fearing what they say

Because you’re crushed
Because you’re sad
That’s okay
Your just being human
If you are hurt
If you’re in pain
Here is the strength
And the drive you’ve misplaced
When you’re crying
I’ll wipe your tears

Sometimes when you fall
It’s hard to get back up
But the longer you stay on the ground
The further you sink in

But I’ll move on
No matter what may come my way
And I’ll sing
Not fearing what they say

Because you’re crushed
Because you’re sad
That’s okay
Your just being human
If you are hurt
If you’re in pain
Here is the strength
And the drive you’ve misplaced
When you’re crying
I’ll wipe your tears

These tears of mine
Are screaming out
It’s not a lie
And as I cry
I want to thank you
For showing me
Everything
I could be

Because you’re crushed
Because you’re sad
That’s okay
Your just being human
If you are hurt
If you’re in pain
Here is the strength
And the drive you’ve misplaced
When you’re crying
I’ll wipe your tears

It’s okay
You’re only human

Looking Back

Shiki — Thu, 04 Oct 2012 02:11:36 GMT

So I'm trying my had at writing song lyrics that would be considered a little punk/emo (Basically something like Flyleaf or Paramore)

Here they are

Although we grew apart
I still couldn’t see
That you were drifting
Far Away from me
I blame my stupid heart

I try and try
To reach out
To you
But you burn every bridge
I ever build
Oh I ask you why

You meant so much me
Now you’re just a memory
I took those pictures of us
And I tore them up
And I burned them up
Guess its time to move on
And forget you now
If only I could that

Looking back
You were there for me
But it seems your heart grew black
And I’m just a shadow from your past

I try and try
To reach out
To you
But you burn every bridge
I build, oh why

You meant so much me
Now you’re just a memory
I took those pictures us
And I tore them up
And I burned them up
Guess its time to move on
And forget you now
If only I could that

I breathed life into you
I brought you back from the dead
Now you’ve left me blue
With the tears that I shed

You meant so much me
Now you’re just a memory
I took those pictures of us
And I tore them up
And I burned them up
Guess its time to move on
And forget you
If only I could that

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Please comment and tell me what you think!

Crow Song's Views

Shiki — Thu, 19 Apr 2012 21:54:14 GMT

1. People are by far the most mysterious, most ugly, yet most beautiful creatures to walk this earth.
People are so mysterious, they are so ugly because they are obbsessed with such trivial things such as money, power, vanity. It is absolutely ugly yet humans are capable of beautiful things such as kindness, compassion, and making other people feel happy.

2. Those who can't think, decided, or speak for themselves are no more then mere dolls.
If one can't make there own decisions, can't think there own thoughts, or voice their oppnians. Then what makes them different then a doll who is controlled by a little girl, deciding what they like, what they think, and what they say.

3. In order to obtain something you must pay with something with equal value.
Nothing is truly free. Even when we learn something new we are giving are time and attention to the source we are learning from. Those who pay to much are cheated and those who don't pay enough are cheating the source of which they are trying to obtain. Both leading to harm.

4. One only gets one true wish
One can only get one wish and that is what they truly desire with all there heart.

5. One can only change themselves
If one truly wants to change themselves. They must want to do it for them selves. Not for someone who may be a stranger to a blood relative. No matter how close your blood relationship may be. They are still other people and if choose to change your self for someone else's need. Then your not only lying to your self. You are dooming yourself to inevitably fail.

6. Nothing Ever Happens until you take action
If you simply wait for someone to help you. If you sit there and do nothing. You are only simply setting your self up for heartbreak because everything will remain the same. You yourself must take action in order to change the result. Even the dead can do nothing.

7. Pain can be turned into something positive
Everyone suffers from pain but what someone does with that pain is what separates the strong from the weak. Those who take there pain and use it to give people advice or put it to use in art are turning there pain into something productive that help others deal with there pain in healthy manner.

8. Inflicting your pain on others is never justifiable
When one suffers pain. It is common to make others feel there pain. Those who deal with this way are truly weak and ugly when others can deal with this pain in a much healthier way. This perhaps is one of the most ugly things a person can do.

9. Words are strong and can be chains
There are several chains that bind us. The time that moves us, our bodies, the environment which molds us, and the words we speak. Words can eat away at those who let it. When one says something is going to go a certain way. It is sure to go that way. When you say that you can or can't do something. You are holding yourself to that promise.

10. One must always try there best and yet still understand there own limitations
One who doesn't try there hardest are letting them selves down. Those who are over confident and don't understand there limits are bound to let them selves and others down. When helping someone else. If one doesn't give it there all. Rude would be to lite of a word to use for how senseless this act can be.

I learned a lot about myself lately.

Shiki — Wed, 18 Apr 2012 04:47:01 GMT

Right now i feel great because i helped a freind on another forum with his feelings about bullying. I was bullied my self and i have hit some pretty dark places. I even been to the abyss and back. I was saved by music. Since then i deicided i would be a lead vocalist in a band or a solo artist who is just memorable and respected as Adele but even more then that. I want to be that artist people listen to when they are feeling down. I want to show them that there is always hope and its never the end. Even if for just a moment i want to bring people happiness. Its cause of the pain that mean people have given me that i now understand this and i want to thank them for showing me what i could be.

Its because of them i say this.

I don't sing to impress people or to show off. I sing to express my self and to touch people's hearts.

I rewrote the lyrics to a song called My Song from angel beats and this song i hold to dear to my heart
Here it is.

Lyrics
I need to heed the call
But I can't the point in life at all
At the end of everyday, my heart can hardly heal
I can't see, where I want to be
Where is the Key
That will bring me happiness

Those jerks tease me and you
There aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing at my values
Can't they see
The pain there causing me
Is driving me to near insanity

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my heart
I know for sure
That I am hurt
feel insecure
and Rather broken
Because I am
only human

These tears of mine
Are screaming out
"It's not a lie"
and as I cry
I want to thank you
For showing me
What I could be
I'll never let go
I thank you so

I try with all my might
To keep from crying every night
But tears are always running down my cheek
I don't realize
That the defeat's a disguise
My spirit will rise with my soul

Its thanks to you that I know what to
But we must part, and wave good bye.

Its thanks to you
That I found
All of the strength
And the confidence
I have misplaced
When im feeling down
I will play my song

These tears of mine
Are screaming out
I cause of you
I have seen
Everything I could be
Because of you
I'll Never Let go
I thank you so

Chardon High Shooting

Shiki — Tue, 28 Feb 2012 04:05:27 GMT

Hi im Mokona... Im from Ohio by the Chardon area... On the way to school everyday i pass Chardon High on the bus... My dad used to coach football there and if he did he would of passed up the area where the shooting took place... I have friends who could of easily been hurt or killed... Im shaken to the point that i have tears running down my face and down onto my keyboard as i write this.... I wasn't even directly involved... Please let your thoughts and prayers be with the wounded and fallen and respect for the school where the color red... It was the school's color and people in Ohio are wearing it to mourn the tragic event.