Too young for love
by, 12th January 2013 at 01:57 PM (291 Views)
Well, seriously I am 18 years old and nursing a broken heart.
It's acceptable to fancy someone; be attracted to them but 'Love' is such a strong word. Does anyone think I'm being silly?
I know I am in love. Everything I was ever taught about the feeling of love is present. Nobody is perfect; that is like one of the most obvious laws of humanity. Love is seeing someone imperfect and seeing them perfectly. I am aware of her flaws but I can't fault them and re-figure them to be her best points. For example, her two front teeth are funny colours; it’s not her fault: she fell over when she was little and the nerves had to be taken out. I had always maintained that I find good teeth very attractive, but her teeth are among the things I really love about this girl. When she smiles, she grins; always with those teeth on display because she doesn’t care if people are looking at them and making opinions. To me, this says so much about who she is and how strong a women she is. Her smile is by far my favourite thing about her for those reasons, not simply because its pretty. If we fell madly in love with everyone who was attractive to us; heart break would become an everyday thing.
I'm not saying this girl isn't completely gorgeous; her long wavy hair was probably enough to make me turn in to a real life representation of Brock. She doesn't act like she knows she is gorgeous, she doesn’t think she is bad looking but she never gives her good looks much thought. She doesn't really boast any of her strengths. She has the impression she isn't that clever but she absorbs and retains so much information, there is no way that can actually be true. Modesty makes me like this girl. Especially since I can be so egotistical sometimes.
And that's the thing; I really need to be falling out of love with this girl. Every bad point I can think of about her is either to superficial to change my mind or is exactly the same as myself, therefore; hypocritical.
Basically, she likes someone else, he is also a close friend so I am comfortable that their relationship is nice for her. She knows if she wanted me, she could have me. She doesn't want me though, she is happy with this guy. I suppose the question I am asking any potential reader is 'How does one fall out of love with a perfect girl who he will be seeing almost every day?'
Much obliged Bulba garden :)
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