by, 22nd December 2012 at 02:25 PM (284 Views)
I haven't been very active in the past few months, and with a ton of work over the winter break, I'm not sure if I can be on much now either.
A few things came up. First of all, an old friend of mine committed suicide about three weeks ago. He was 17.
We weren't close or anything, but we knew each other enough, having lived only a few houses apart for as long as I can remember. I went to his funeral, but in a way I still feel like this is all a bad dream. Seeing his parents and his friends was just heartbreaking.
And you know what's not fun? Breaking down crying in the middle of a school assembly and then having to straighten up and do a 45 minute presentation for class just a moment later.
Or just crying at school at all, which happened a couple times before in the past few months.
I'm not sure I want to get into my personal problems right now. I think it would be too mentally exhausting. But let's just say that yeah, I haven't been doing so great recently and I'm not sure how long this'll last. Hopefully I'll get my stuff out of the way over the break and free up some time to kick back and relax.
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