by, 25th March 2012 at 02:59 PM (1069 Views)
This may be the end…
I usually hate those people who make blogs like “I should leave” etc. for attention but I promise you this isn’t one of them. I have come to a decision that even though I have loved Bulbagarden since the very first moment I joined. I’ve had couple of rough times, but all that is overshadowed by the immense fun I’ve had on these forums.
But that’s the thing. I’ve had too much fun. I’ve had so many nights with you guys, staying up late to hang with you guys because American people are way behind us. It’s been worth it, no doubt about it.
However the following moments in my life are crucial. GCSE’s, moving to another city and having to say goodbye to all my mates. I’ll even let you in on a secret I don’t tell many people. I got kept behind a year in Year 9, that’s why I’m going to be 17 on April and still in Year 11. What’s amazing is my girls, the best mates we five are, all stayed in year 9 so I wasn’t left behind. That’s how close we are, and I’m going to have to move now.
But I don’t want to talk about my real life too much. Bulbagarden has been my second life. My inner nerd shows itself on the forum and I just have so much banter with everyone. The problem is its addictive and you never do stop thinking about you guys on Bulba. Even today my coursework progress is going slowly because I’m thinking of how to say goodbye.
I need to start studying and actually sit up and take notice of what I’m doing, and for some unfortunate reason, Bulbagarden isn’t in the picture.
You were the life saver when I lost the biggest person in my life…Mark. Ex-boyfriend and my closest mate when he moved. Now it seems it’s my turn. I’m crying at the thought of leaving all you guys. I’m going to miss you so much, HiPS, Haze, Sov, Anon, GeeGee,Saturn, The Gaga crew, Croag, TheMissingo everyone that I can’t think of because I’m crying so much and trying to be as quiet as possible so my parents don’t think “What the hell is she crying for?”
If I ever have done something wrong or hurt someone, forgive me and I’m sorry for dumping this on all the RPs and threads I’m currently in. I just hope you guys will honestly miss me as much as I will miss you guys.
I am going to ask HiPS to ban my username when I want to which will be either tomorrow or maybe tonight. I will also be severing the ties I have with everyone, such as not logging into Skype or MSN accounts which were made for Bulbagarden. If after some time I do feel as though I want to come back…I can always log onto Skype and ask HiPS, but more than likely I won’t be coming on as I need to move my life ahead.
Before I do leave….I want to leave on a positive to stop me crying. I do want my name to turn back to the unmentionable abomination. I will no doubt stalk the forum every so often for the first few weeks but I’ll be studying hard and trying to enjoy the last few weeks and up to summer holidays with my mates before I move.
I wish it didn’t have to be like this. Even though I’m leaving, you will always be a part of me Bulbagarden. I just want you to be happy as well, and we may meet again somewhere, sometime.
But for now take care and….farewell everyone
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