About 4 hours ago my mom called my to go finish my dinner. I was in my room with a dolphin pillow putting pressure on my lower stomach.
So I limped to the dining room. Got another cramp and had the overwhelming feeling of throwing up, so I go down on my knees right by the chair.
There I finally realized just how much I hate myself and my life. And then I realized how much I wished I didn't join forums, such as here and Serebeii (my account on there was hackeddddd) and
School quarter ends this fridayyyyyyyyyy. Must turn in take-home test from like 2-4 weeks ago for social studies so I dun have an F. Pffffffffffffffffffffffffffft. F is for ffffffffffffffffffffffffffft
I have a need for Pocky right now. I went up to my mom and asked if I could go run to the Commissary and get some, but she said no.
....APPARENTLY THE DUMBASS COMMISSARY IS CLOSED ON MONDAYS. JUST GREAT.
I haven't had Pocky since
From BMGF, that is. I dunno.
I'm always on other sites like PokeCommunity and other various forumotion sites.
=U I have no idea how long this break will be. Could be a day or two, a week, etc.
Oh. Fuck. Yes.
So there's only 4 girls in the class- me and 2 seventh graders (Kristine and Alexis) and one 8th grader girl, Sophie. And the rest are boys, besides the art teacher.
One boy, Chris, loves to tease me. Every girl thinks he is absolutely cute, seriously. Anyway, he likes to take my Pretty Little Liars books (thank God I finished the series already) and claims he wants to read them. On one of the first days of art, he took my pencil and snapped it in half.
I have a few best friends online. I've been dying to talk to them, but...I'm scared to. I just can't. I've always had the problem of asking anybody, ANYBODY, anything - including "Hey, do you want to hang out?" or just saying hi and started a conversation.
So I just slapped myself on my cheek after a few tears spilled out my eye and now it burns. I slap hard...
Gah. I really want to talk to them ;-; Because now I feel left out since they are growing closer