Sapphire

SOOOOOO.

I'm alive.

I came back here, expecting to chill out with some friends and such...and...Well. It seems my closest are gone. I think there's a few left, like Octy, Yellow, Hyper, etc. But...It's just not the same. I miss my old buds. I miss Zwampy, I miss my brother, I miss...Goddamn. I miss a lot.

Still, I'm pleased to see Octy is still around, Hakuna is still being cool and Yellow is doing fine. That's good.

If you're here to ask WHY I was gone, I can't say. Mostly, because I don't know. I guess I was just feeling bummed. I don't know, I don't understand me. Yet, here I am.

What happened over the course of the year? Well, I grew up. But not from Pokemon, of course (I'll be 99 and still playin' like a boss) I mean...mentally. If that makes sense. I got into a bunch of new fandoms. Like...MLP.

Don't judge me.

I also got into...(wait for it) HETALIA. Yes, I didn't want to get into either at first, but the characters grew on me. I could relate to them, I suppose. It also may or may not have to do with Gilbert and Rainbow Dash being awesome. Also got into Lackadaisy, otherwise known as the best drawn webcomic evaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Then again, I don't read many webcomics...

I started straying from a lot of things. Like music. I saw that earlier blog and laughed. Sure, I still like one band there, (Versa) but I've grown so much musically.

And whoa. I looked into the BMGf shipping game and I remembered so many things...All those people. ;__; ALL THE MEMORIES, MAN. HOLD ME HOLD ME. And I didn't know people shipped me with Autumn. (Who if you're wondering, moved away to Sweden and won't answer anyone's calls even if I gave her free wi-fi for a long time while she was here. Still, I get it, she's really stressed and she almost did the big S thing. No, not that thing, the other more serious one.) And... People were shipping me after I was gone? WITH THE READER? Heheh.

Then my hearts sank:

SoIHearedYouLikedTheHoennTrioShipping = Sapphire x Game Maker x Zwampert

Manly tears were shed in spirit. Mostly, because I can't cry anymore, long story. I nostalgia'd like crazy.

AND...THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT. I can't say I missed this place. I missed some select few, but not the place. Even though you guys have the best reply boxes and the best messaging systems on the entire Internet. Honestly, this forum's format rocks.