i have returned.
by, 3rd September 2012 at 04:43 PM (266 Views)
it ain't like any o you read my blogs, so i don't know why i'm writing this
anyways, hi. after not having blogged for an indefinite duration of time, i'm back. it's not like anyone really missed me or my annoying monolithic posts on my despair, but i'm going to canyada for four days on wednesday. i'm going to see the shakespeare festival. shit's gonna be fetch. my only problem is that i have to stay in a hotel suite with people: i have minor anxiety issues and i'm not sure if they'll pop up again (i sincerely hope they won't) and i have some body image issues due to my odd skin condition and some childhood insecurities about my weight. i'm also not particularly fond of some people who are going on the trip, though i don't know if they'll be in the same room as i. i hope not.
if anyone's interested, i've more or less accepted that i'm not as important to the gal as she is to me. it's a bit discomfiting to realize that i'm going to be away from her for nearly three months, but it's not like it matters much because i'm quite sure that, while i think we're close friends, my affection for her is unrequited. but the more that i think about it, the more that i believe that i'm incapable of genuinely loving someone and that hurts me. and i feel like my attraction was just out of the need to feel like a real boy. it still stings a bit, but most wounds heal with time.
i've found a curio: my pokemon sapphire is lying on my sable nightstand. i don't wanna do a standard playthrough, so what should i go for? a monotype? nuzlocke? solo? i'm actually interested in knowing your opinions on this. please, comment below. not solely on the playthrough, of course. on the blog in general -- if you want. i don't want to appear like a ghastly martinet, haha. take care.
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