Milkapoke

So yesterday, me and my swim team had a sleepover at one of their homes. We had a grand time: We played Mario Kart, gossiped, slept, all of that good shit. But an event during the night endangered my health.

I was just sitting in a chair, talking to some of my friends. All of the sudden, a random cat ran right past me and my friends. We kinda freaked out, and that was that.

Here's the thing: I'm very allergic to cats. And I mean, VERY allergic to cats. I stayed in a house that was full of cat dander for 12 hours.

Fast forward to today.

I woke up with discomfort: My nose was stuffy, and my breathing was a tad off. I left right away, trying to get away from the cat.

As the day went on, my breathing has become worse: I'm breathing roughly 20 times in a minute, with some coughing fits in between there. My nose is outrageously stuffy. But the bottom line is, is that it fucking hurts to breathe right now.

Every time I breathe in, my head starts to hurt around the temples. I can hear a slight rasp too, and sometimes a coughing fit happens (which is happening as I type this sentence). When I breathe out, it's all rasp and gasp-y. My throat hurts, and I get to cough some more.

I've taken three pills for allergies today, both of my asthma pills, and my inhaler a few times here and there...but nothing is working.

I swear, if I have an infection in my lungs, I am going to lose it. I don't know why, but I am.

I feel like I'm going to be pushed to the ER or Urgent Care center tonight. Nothing is working, and my asthma is just getting worse.

I didn't even know this person had a cat. If I knew, I probably wouldn't have stayed the night and would've taken Benadryl beforehand.

My parents are gone right now, and I don't feel like I ave the strength to go drive my ass to a hospital anyway. And if I was going to drive myself there, I don't think they'd admit me if I didn't have one of my parents.

I just hate tonight. Earlier today was fine though: I got a massage. It felt so good. I want that back, please ;O;

Fuck my health right up it's own ass.