by, 19th July 2011 at 02:50 PM (191 Views)
Just made the decision to challenge myself to make every blog post I make to have a one word title that is relevant and used at least once in my post.
So right now, I'm plodding (yeah, there we go) along with a few projects - I've got a huge massive fic (non-Pokémon) that I am currently half planning, half writing and I've got a huge Fakemon project on mah deviantART. This is all keeping me terribly busy over the summer. So... why am I bored? Why do I feel like I have so much creative energy to spare, but whenever I go to work on either of these projects or something else I may or may not be planning to do at the time, why is it that the minute I start my creative energy just vanishes? But, then, when I close down the programs I'll need, the energy all comes flooding back. Maybe it's just the summer boredom getting to me, I dunno...
I so wanna get back into writing, especially wanna write like a new Pokémon fanfic, but it's coming up with the idea and making it stand out and I feel that it's more difficult than it should be. I mean, new ideas pour out of me all the time and I have loads of unfinished ideas I could always revamp. I used to write all the time, but now it's like that part of my head is all locked up and I can't access it any more. Maybe it's just an extreme case of writer's block, according to the great and bountiful Wikipedia ~ "some "blocked" writers have been unable to work for years on end" ~ is this what I'm going through? I know I've been in this state for quite a few years now, I've never officially quit writing and never will, but how the hell do I begin to open out that part of myself again? I guess maybe that's the point of this blog and my new writing project - I hope that doing something different from my usual will inspire me enough to keep writing it. But, that project is a bit more... it's more like writing a prose version of a television show I have created in my head. What I wanna do is write something new, something that starts off written and finishes off written, not like that project and how I see it in my head. I especially wanna write a Pokémon fic. A really good one. But, it's like I don't remember how...
So, for now, I'll carry on plodding (ooh, twice) <3
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