Definitely feeling the holiday mood around now.
by, 29th November 2012 at 08:14 AM (376 Views)
My mother and sister have been progressively getting more and more into Christmassy moods, buying presents and making plans. Not to mention the TV vomming Christmas ads at us every two minutes. As per usual, though, I have no plans whatsoever, and it is getting me down. Just a little.
Sure, college is going okay, I'm looking forward to Christmas itself, but there's definitely something about the holiday spirit that is very much geared towards a sense of togetherness - which, when you have no hint of any kind of relationship, few to no friends you have any chance of meeting in real life except one who won't let their feelings for you drop or stop pinning their otherwise depressed mood/hope on intentions to visit you (even though you just don't reciprocate or have the time and have told them so), a family you don't really have any particular attachment to and no money to make your own plans anyhow, the whole wholesome mood can get a bit suffocating.
I get the feeling I might be just a little bit bitter this holiday season, as much as I don't want to be. :I
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