Too much studying! For the love of God, I need a revolver! I wanna blow my brain out!
by, 26th January 2012 at 11:12 AM (477 Views)
Ok, so having to do like 33 tests before June sounds like cake right? And I admit that compared to others my work load is pretty easy, but I swear to all heavenly bodies above that my brain is dying a slow and painful death right now. I really wanna blow my brains out, like really really badly.
Being over dramatic? Probably, but I can't say I give a damn right now. Each one of those tests has a nice big book I gotta read and study before actually taking the test, so my brain is currently on overload trying to cram all this stuff in. I got headaches way bad cause of that
I've never been a fan of studying to begin with and my ability to memorize important things could probably be beat by a small rodent, so you can see why I'm finding all this a major pain. But I wanna graduate high school and maybe go on to college, and to do that I gotta be done by June so no stopping for me
Though I'm starting to think I'll be dumber by the end of this rather than smarter, and I gotta take some test right after I finish high school so thats something to look forward too. I think its the GED or something like that, I can't remember tests that are probably acronymed named.
And then theres all the other junk I gotta do, like learn to drive and get a job. I've never really had any need to go anywhere so driving wasn't high on my "Things to do" list and I don't wanna be totally broke right when I get to college so I need to find a job. I suppose I could do those things right now, get a head start and all, but I guess I wanna focus on the really important thing at hand instead of getting sidetracked. I'm really good at getting sidetracked.......
So I think that pretty much ends my useless rant. I got things to study, a car to (hopefully) not crash, a job to find, and who knows what else. Ah the life of a teenager, gotta love it right?