RIP MILOTICGIRL MCQUEEN - THE EXCEPTION
by, 26th March 2012 at 04:27 PM (411 Views)
JUST TO CLEAR THINGS UP - SHE IS NOT PHYSICALLY DEAD. I MEANT LIKE A METAPHOR, DUH!!!
Too good to be true. All good things must come to and end. Who could have guessed that somehow, someday...
We'd have to say goodbye.
It all just happened so quickly (That's what she said). One second, I see your status saying 'Goodbye everyone'. I messaged you, thinking there must've been some kinda fight or argument and you were leaving Trebloome or something, I don't know! The next, you're telling me goodbye.
Last night felt like a fairytale - Cinderella; when morning arrived, you would disappear.
Last night felt like the Dark Hour - the hidden 25th hour held at midnight; where the shadows come out and darkness surrounds the world.
Last night felt like reality - you never know how much time you have before it's gone.
I was in shock. I just carried on eating my dinner like a fat fuck, cus I'm cool like that. XD I can't really put down in words how I felt. Or am feeling. Which is why I sang. I was selfish in that I knew such an emotional video would make it harder for you to leave, but I just couldn't help myself. I refuse to reveal such a personal video to the internet (Since I spent 10% of the video singing really badly, 90% crying), but it doesn't hurt to let you know what song I sang.
I close my eyes,
And I can see,
The day we met,
Just one moment and I knew,
You're my best friend,
We've gone so far,
And done so much,
And I feel,
Like we've always been together,
Right by my side,
Through thick and thin,
You're the part of my life,
I'll always remember,
The time has come,
It's for the best, I know it,
Who could have guessed that you and I...
We'd have to say goodbye...At the very least, I'm glad we had a proper send off and goodbye party on Skype. I'm really sad that you missed my renaming of the group chat and its conversation; 'FUN WITH CUCUMBERS!'
This is...really hard now. Last night I blanked. I couldn't remember any memories or think of anything I wanted to say. I could only feel it. But now I remember. There's so much I want to tell you that I never told you. My appreciation.
Sometimes, I feel like an extinct species. An immature, dirty-minded, silly, stupid, joking, insensitive pervert. Okay, so all the guys I hang out with are like that.
But how many females?
Except for you.
I'm gonna let all of you in on a little secret here;
I do not talk to any females, nor do I have any close, proper, trustworthy, lolworthy female friends. (Um, on the 'net. Don't get me started on IRL friends, well, I'll talk about them later.)
I just can't get along with them. I act all smiley and delicate and polite and shy - and where does that lead a conversation?! Nowhere! And the others? They're either emotional, annoying or PMSing 24/7!!!
We keep a distance, let's put it at that.
I don't have any female friends I can have a laugh with. If I did, we've grown apart. Nobody like you. Someone as filthy-minded as me, with the same humour as me.
Uh...how do I put this.
I could be a girl with you whilst still having a laugh.
I don't have that with anyone else.
Sure, some of my IRL friends laugh at my jokes, but most of them squirm or squeal in disgust, and even worse...?
SOME OF THEM DON'T GET IT.
I was just telling them some of the insults from the slag off. They actually liked your put downs, such as 'You must've been born on the road cus that's where most accidents happen' and 'Your birth certificate was an apology letter from the condom factory', mainly because one of my friends WAS an accident (XD!!!), but they didn't get any of the whore insults from Joe.
Me: *Steals noodle* Haha!
Friend: Hey, what are you doing?! I like my noodles!
Me: You also like KFC, but you got banned for having a bigger bucket than them!
Everyone: ...What? =/
Me: Hey, Katy and Bullock, some kids complain cus their parents are annoying - your kids will complain cus they can't walk into your room without slipping.
Everyone: ...Huh? Why? What...I don't get it?
Me: *Head desk*
Me: Haha, Ed, Sienna was right, you do give off gay vibes!
Ed: Shut up!
Me: Hey, Ed, guess what?! Your right leg misses your left leg! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
Ed: ...What does that mean?
And it's not like I'm even hanging out with the proper nerds anymore (Some of them are still clinging on, though ¬_____¬), but it just disappointed me. Like this one I came up with, I think they were actually genuinely freaked out by this:
*Walking near Big Ben*
Me: Oh yeah, my dick is SOOOOO big!
Them: What? You don't have a dick, what the fuck?!
Me: Yeah I do! In fact, it's so big that I chopped some of it off and lent it to England so they could use it to build Big Ben!
Them: What the fuck?! That's just weird!
I wanted to kill them there and then.
RULE NUMBER 1 OF BEING MY FRIEND;
WHEN I SAY I AM MALE - I AM MALE.
Everyone on here understands and respects that.
But the only time I allowed myself to be a girl was when I was with you.
In fact, you were practically a saviour to me around the time I was getting majorly stalked and perved on back in early Autumn last year. I felt scared and alone because the only people who were really online back then were perverts hitting on me. 'Where are my hoes at?!' I kept thinking.
But now it's lost. Forever.
My only true female friend.
Maybe I'll swear an oath right now. Never to befriend a girl again after this loss. To keep my distance.
Ah...so tired now.
My final words?
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