Chao

Originally Posted by PkmnGreen

You should have titled this blog a Ketchup on Ketchup.

Well then :P

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Nice to see you all again.
It's me, Chao. Been a while since I've properly been here. I'm trying to get back into this place, I promise!
So, Wooper Gangnam Style? Whoever made that made my day, haha.

Well, I've been getting on... Mixed, since my last blog post. Looking through all my old blogs, back when I was going mad, and one which I quickly deleted where I just spammed random words... Yeah. I've moved on a lot from then.

I'm still feeling down a lot... And I've still got things on my chest I want to get off it... And I still occasionally get that little voice in my head that says "Kill yourself, Chao. Just go and do it, Chao." But I have plenty of reasons to say "Fuck you, voice in my head, I'm not going to do that. I have my friends." And then the voice goes away for a little while, and I feel good again.

So apart from that, I'm going to boarding school on Wednesday. You have no idea how excited I am. This is the place I can go and finally settle in with other people like me. It's a special school for people with Asperger's Syndrome, a form of Autism. That's something I've struggled with for a long time, and my mother had no idea how to cope with me (which started my depression but hey let's not go there) so she kicked me out. It seems like things are lookin' better for me, after seven months of moving between care homes.

Seven months. Seven months it's taken, but finally I'm going to a place that's right for me. You cannot possibly comprehend how amazing this is for me, and how happy I feel.

Thank you. Everyone who helped me during my time of need. And everyone who didn't, thank you for reading this now. I look forward to becoming an active member of BMGf and talking to you all, making you all my best friends.

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