personal things i needed to let go of Thinking back on my life and going through all the problems in my head, I can't really pick out something that really sticks out. Amongst the stress and drama in school, there's stress and drama at home. Then there's the doubts about my future and feeling like I'll just end up on the streets like most kids. I'll be the sham of the family; the daughter that was just a nobody. I hate feeling that way and I hate constantly thinking about the future ...
wowow i warned u ok i havent really talked about my personal life on here as much; mostly on my personal tumblr. i feel the need to just let this out somewhere and here has to be it. so, my family has essentially been absolute pricks to me about everything. they call me failures everyday. it seems i cant go outside my room without being automatically insulted by them. i dont understand why. i have ok grades in school and im trying my hardest everyday. im constantly ...
i cut all my hair off i looked in the mirror today and said "this is it. this is the big day" and idk about you but i am really really happy what it looked like previously (this was the most recent picture i could find without me making a ridiculous face): now:
SO I WAS TALKING TO MY GIRLFRIEND ABOUT MY SHITTY ART SKILLS AND SHE DARED ME TO INSTEAD OF DRAW A CIRCULAR STARTING SKETCH, DRAW A SQUARE AND AND THEN A PENTAGRAM FOR THE LULZ IM LAYGHUING SO HAR DIM GONNA PISS HELP