by, 13th August 2010 at 10:43 PM (284 Views)
After all this bitching I've been doing, I read up on some comments. One of them suggested something. To move on. A friend told me that just yesterday. And I think he's right.
My past is in the past.
And revenge is living in the past. So it's time to look into a new millenium.
But the thing is that I still know no love.
In this world, all I love are heavy metal songs, Nintendo games, and junkfood.
Shallow, right? But those rhapsodies, adventures, and tastes are all that's never rejected me.
Laltely, I've been feeling neglected and unappreciated. I still do, but a little less. Some people don't show me the compassion I'm looking for. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong place.
And my search for love is going a tiny bit haywire. It became the source of inspiration of my original story sitting in The Writer's Workshop right now. So all my readers, all two-or-three of you, should kinda now know why I chose that title and concept.
But is denying yourself love sometimes the answer? Because I've done that recently. All I'm gonna say is that I denied going after it because it would feel like "slicing off three heads in one swoop". Only one person here should know what it means. If he should ever read this...
But in the end, I've had a good run. Only those foul memories hold me back. If I learn love, then perhaps I'll give it too!
Now, don't think that if I don't love you, doesn't mean I don't respect you. First show me yourself, and I'll show you myself in return. I promise. I've even created a Game, for those who want to prove their friendship to me. [URL="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/group.php?groupid=1396"]Find all four of my words[/URL], and you have bright eyes. Grasp the words, and you are something beyond my friend!
So now, time to move on. Thank you "uncle" for your advice, nipah~!
Now, time for an old fad: Questions to ask!
If you got any questions, bring 'em on!
...but I'm The Freakin' Game Maker. This'll be boring. So let's play!
I bet that a maximum of 3 askers and or questions will come in.
If I'm right, then I'm right. [s]And pretty pathetic.[/s]
If I'm wrong, I'll randomly select an asker to provide me with a losing stake, which I will fulfill.
Laters! And Happy Friday The 13th!