Today is the day. The announcement we're all been waiting for. Actually, it was a good day start for and me and everyone else. One week more and graduation is about to come then we're off to a different step, walking with our courses..
This is it. Announcement of top 10 has arrived. My hands are getting cold but with no sense of nervousness. A greeted everyone with a smile and a shaky feeling. I took a look at my competitors as if they were so calm but deep inside
I kept myself freaking out. My heart's beating fast like I was nervous before taking tests or exams or competitions. Well, it worse than that!I really don't know how to say what I really am that day but it was yesterday when I felt really awkward, but it didn't take too long:) Then it suddenly stops. As the clock strikes 12 in the morning , I wasn't all ''jet lag'' (like the song would say) instead I was calm. My nervousness is gone and I'm just ordinary like before. I felt the same thing
Man, I'm having a hard time in our group presentation. But at least this day is better than before. I just can't control my emotions lately even I want to hide it, just not to let my classmates see or feel it. I guess my optimism is starting to fade again but We are not giving up.
Hoping to have a great day for practicing again..*sighs*
P.S: Does anyone here know or can make an advice in presenting a Reader's Theater?
So much for the practice plan. I was expecting that we'll get more serious at our practice presentation for our last grading but all my hopes were gone. I love my group it's just that... I don't understand why.
I just hope they'll accept me and understand my feelings, I just hope they won't get angry at me when I tried to suggest or make an opinion.
What's worst is that I'm late in our last period class in the afternoon! What a mess.
It was a great morning I supposed but as expected things do have an exchange for such a good day.
I actually failed:
First, The competition. Last January 5 seems ordinary but I've already expect that it wasn't the day I needed to enjoy for I can't WIN! Then it did. It happened.
Secondly, there's a group activity and even we didn't really win, we still managed not be the group with the lowest score. That's fine anyways at least we did enjoy.. I hope.