Bulbagarden Forums - Blogs - ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/ Bulbagarden - The original Pokémon Community en Wed, 19 Jun 2013 15:45:14 GMT vBulletin 60 http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/images/styles/XY/misc/rss.jpg Bulbagarden Forums - Blogs - ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/ Gen. Chem. Reactions http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/gen-chem-reactions-56597/ Mon, 04 Mar 2013 15:51:56 GMT After all the stress in the month of February comes a brand new challenge for every start of the week, and March isn't different from all the expectations we're all imagining.

I got the EPIC FAIL moment in our Lab today. Being a recorder is one of my hatest lab activity in the lab. For some reasons. Such reasons includes the type of calculation you were given and the fact that it is my waterloo.

I can't believe that I haven't checked all my computations that time. It was so embarrassing, facing the fact that you are giving the wrong data to your professors and she is starting to get into your nerves when you still give back the wrong data again and again. ( Yes, and I mean it, I was wrong). Putting the wrong input in the calculator is worst thing that ever happened to me that time and I really.. really hate. How clumsy I am!

Then, the main event we're all waiting and avoiding for.. The second long exam results. With doubt and expectation in our mind, we can't deny that we are unsure of passing the whole exam out. Some of my classmates skipped our last period (which is from 5pm to 7pm class) just to avoid hearing their score and ratings.

So when our Prof. starts calling our the names, one by one.. it brings a lot of nostalgic. I remember our first long exam which brought me into tears, and haven't get over that easily..took me 3 days to overcome that failing exam score until I aced the second long exam. either ways, I did took the removal exam last semester.

Heart's pounding, hands shaking, feet felt the slightly cold sensation of the window's glass surface because of the rainy season. That afternoon was shocking for almost all of the class. From the 50+ students, only 17 passed that second long exam. So much for good-start-of-the-new-year (AKA the first long exam). Now I came into the conclusion that our March month isn't that good.

We already expected it, though it was depressing. You know the answer, you know how to solved it, you know the idea behind it but it just doesn't work out with you that well.

After Chem , Calculus will make our brain bleed again plus the never ending planning and researching for our mini thesis..and a small publication. Oh yeah, the PE practice that we are all preparing for for March 15's culminating activity!

I think the stress is just starting, and things aren't turning that well to start with. I just hope I can still catch up with the whole University work and stuffs.

I felt bad and guilty at myself. This would Chem things is turning back from the start again, and I've got to change.

Uhg, so depressing..:( ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/gen-chem-reactions-56597/ Help me! http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/help-me-55752/ Tue, 22 Jan 2013 10:30:38 GMT It's been a while since I post another journal, (and I don't know why I can't reset my blog profile design).

What a day of stressful moments. First, flunking score in Math then Midterms are coming.. I've been stressed out with my performance and score starting this 2013.

Oh yeah and by the way,..

I've been thinking about this lately, can somebody tell me or suggest an idea about a chem invention? Anything! Impossible or not as long as it's chem related stuff. Please? Thank you!

Review and Review again.

-Ash. ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/help-me-55752/ Fa La La La La.. http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/fa-la-la-la-la-55074/ Wed, 26 Dec 2012 05:42:02 GMT Merry Christmas everyone!

What more can I say to spend this whole Christmas break with a joyful greeting:)

My Christmas Break started last Wednesday and coming back after New Year is a bit early, I think. Hopeful I'll get all my assignments and activities done before New Years.

Everything start good. Hang out with my High School classmates playing UNO cards and watch horror movies as our Christmas specialXD It was fun hanging out with family and friends. That's what makes it worth doing for.

It's fun giving token to every carolers, hearing those xmas songs that you can join in to.

On the other hand, since it's not snowing in our place, we had a Typhoon that cause a 2-in-a-row power interruptions.

I guess, despite of everything what happened, Let's not forget what Christmas is all about and Let's spend the love to everyone by sharing, giving and doing good.

I don't wanna make this too long so,Merry Christmas Forums Friends and Bulbagarden! ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/fa-la-la-la-la-55074/ Finished! http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/finished-53320/ Wed, 24 Oct 2012 12:26:37 GMT The risky, heart pumping exam was at last finished..but the worried and thrills haven't end up yet.
I really feel in doubt yet still hoping and having faith in God. I knew prayers will be the answer..
Just got home and haven't eaten my dinner yet. I'm still worried and annoyed at my answers..

~Ash ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/finished-53320/ Countdown to Finals..(pt 1) XD http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/countdown-finals-pt-1-xd-53110/ Tue, 16 Oct 2012 11:56:39 GMT A never ending finals.. no sem breaks, just full of chem problems.. --+-- So it is up for us to practice in the morning for PE finals, and because of lacking members we tried to review in Gen chem lab instead. First semester is about to end (except for our classes though) but I still can’t...
A never ending finals.. no sem breaks, just full of chem problems..

--+--

So it is up for us to practice in the morning for PE finals, and because of lacking members we tried to review in Gen chem lab instead.
First semester is about to end (except for our classes though) but I still can’t recognize between the launge and canteen. It was embarrassing the time I saw Jefrey and I was like stepping on a rock making me almost slipped.And when I sliped a bit, I turned my head straight like nothing had happened and all the sudden, My eyes notice a sillohuete of my old classmates Jet and Aljay. I got the blurry feelings and in doubt that it was them but anyway, I kept my direction on track but still missed the part that I was heading to the canteen. Because of my certain confusion… I turned back and saw Ivy in the canteen. I thought I was late but it was just the two of us who were there. Upon waiting for the others, we grab the time for review.Not for long, Nikka came and so on the others, we review about the quantum numbers and stuffs and I must say, they taught me well they’re great at reviewing those topics. In the last minutes of the day, we took a little review on practicing as well. The five of us did it and go home for another last minute review.
After 2 hours, we were in CSB1 and the large warm area was occupied by the chem students. We were really far apart that cheating is obviously not an option. Expecting it would be something good, the exam was pretty hard specially when you have to identify the flame color, computing the molar mass of butane and the chemical reactions. I must say, I felt the oddest feeling that I was about to cry for the first time in our Lab subject. I didn’t react that much back there, but instead I watch the left windows and look outside thinking about my scores and if I will pass the lab subject. Madam also has given us the chance to see some of our former exams and I don’t know how successful my scores was. I could say it was pretty good for a start but the finals keep me thinking. My only wish is that I pass.. we all pass..I hope.
I came to the realization that I still got problems in my clearance. Like the others, we are still incomplete and it keep me bugging. Although Raf did a great job on the clearance and signing stuffs but it isn’t enough though.. you still got to move for your own. But it was a bit helpful that at least the president did work hard for it..hmm.. but it still bugs the heck out of me..
After the relieving moment and doubtful times in the exams, we urge ourselves to practice on our PE finals. Under time pressure, we tried to finish everything out but I couldn’t say it was actually perfect. The time allotted for us to start is 4pm but the time we came to the place, the others courses aren’t finished yet making us wait for about 1 hour. The waiting was not actually bad until our prof’s mood changes and she’s now on the bad mood at us..Having scolded and been taught, we were left in the oval with the raindrops rushing in.I was in feet together with my co group mates and we were really disappointed. Some keep their own thought while others were really felt bad about it. I mean how come madam is in a bad mood for BS Chem, she promised about the cassette and stuffs and now were rushed. Madam left us with a face that is sure angry at some point. We are left in the oval thinking for ideas to keep the finals going. While others starts to criticize everything that had happened, others go on to their plans, going home to brought the needed materials for our presentation. Despite of being stressed out it happens all the sudden that the BS Chem students were playing. Since we were about to present gymnastics, some of the apparatus that we will be using are been used. The ball turned out to become a dodgeball game, the rope is used for skipping ropes and tug of war games. Other uses the ball for foot ball and tossing. I was really smiling to the fact that they were playing. Holding the garter and the fan, which is our apparatus, I took a little place for fun as well.. even it was just tossing the ball out.XD It was fun to watch and at the same time worried about all the things happening. It wasn’t that right and now madam was not in the mood to watch, we were really procrastinating..
My feet feel the cold sensation of the wet sand. It become all dirty as well. The black sand was really visible in my feet.. I’m glad the rain stopped. And as soon as all the materials were gathered and our prof soon came.. We were at last going to present. It was odd, all the 5 groups were going to present at the same time in one music. But after all of that, a flash mob of oppa ganman style were groove by my other collegues. Disappointed yet relieved after everything .. the waits.. the procrastination.. etc. IT WAS a work well..nice done.
I got home 6pm.. and haven’t eaten my dinner. Now I’m worried for the next final exams tomorrow.
Man, It’s been a long time since I made a journal here. Busy weeks.. days.. and months.. and no SEM BREAKS was really hard to imagine yet.. college is really that tough and I hardly deny it..XD
Wish me luck guys!
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]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/countdown-finals-pt-1-xd-53110/ <![CDATA[What's my choice?]]> http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/whats-my-choice-47183/ Sun, 13 May 2012 13:53:13 GMT
This keep me bugging and thinking what will I choice when enrolment comes in our place. I don't know, but I think college will take serious challenge..

There are things that I and the other student will take and decide, like part of the academic subject but what will I take? Should it be a Community service training or Literacy service training..?

Man, This makes me think hard and I don't even know what will I surely choose..
*Sighs*



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btw, Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers out there:)
-- ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/whats-my-choice-47183/ Movie Watchers http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/movie-watchers-45236/ Mon, 02 Apr 2012 06:48:04 GMT ***
It's been three day after my graduation. Vacation is starting. April Fool's is finish, [though I didn't do any pranks to anyone]. Today is a different day for a start even though me and my batch mates we're going to see each other for that long.

Even so, Me, the four of us did movie-watching. I know I'm a bit late of watching X-men First Class but we did get along well with each other. We did enjoy that day and I can't believe I'm reminiscing again after everything we did before, the first time we've also did a movie watch.

I guess this is all for now. It's been a good day for a start. I know I feel bad after getting a conversation with my best friend and misunderstood it.. I hope she'll accept me and forgive me after everything we misinterpreted..

*** ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/movie-watchers-45236/ <![CDATA[I'm ok with it..]]> http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/im-ok-44555/ Mon, 19 Mar 2012 10:24:07 GMT
Today is the day. The announcement we're all been waiting for. Actually, it was a good day start for and me and everyone else. One week more and graduation is about to come then we're off to a different step, walking with our courses..


***

This is it. Announcement of top 10 has arrived. My hands are getting cold but with no sense of nervousness. A greeted everyone with a smile and a shaky feeling. I took a look at my competitors as if they were so calm but deep inside there’s more from it. Not a moment, our Adviser start calling us in the computer room. The tally has been set. Grades in the particular subject were written on the white board. In the left corner of the board, there are letters from A-J as codenames of top 10 student in no particular order. (from the very start, me and my ‘’buddy’ is aware that it was arranged alphabetically order )’ON the right, there is the final rankings of top 10 graduating students. Along with parents, our adviser starts explaining.

***

1 hour and 30 minutes later, It is then finalized. Our valedictorian was supposed to be two but because of the other extra grades or known as co-curricular activities, it was been said that one of my alma mater classmate is been announced as the 1ST OR TOP RANK! I’m so glad, It was too close for us to have two valedictorians..tsk but I was a good match. It was also a tight battle between the two! I shake [almost] everyone's hand for congratulations and I could totally seeing them accepting it.. just like everyone..specially our top 10..:):)

**

Of course, why, me you ask? (or maybe not) I’m fine with the number 5..to be called as 3rd honorable mention. Besides that what I can do and maybe if it wasn’t for math, maybe I could take my rank to another level or to be rank 4..

***

Note:I guess this is just it.. Just wanna share this.. thanks for reading..(if anyone does)..

p.s Congratulations to Nico, Mark, Ahyie, Kervz, Cyin, Sean, Rap, Ira, and Ahvie and to everyone, who did their very best even for those who reached top 11 to 15. My warmest greeting for you guys..


~Ash. ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/im-ok-44555/ <![CDATA[''16 moment(s)'']]> http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/16-moment-s-43311/ Tue, 21 Feb 2012 10:30:36 GMT

I kept myself freaking out. My heart's beating fast like I was nervous before taking tests or exams or competitions. Well, it worse than that!I really don't know how to say what I really am that day but it was yesterday when I felt really awkward, but it didn't take too long:) Then it suddenly stops. As the clock strikes 12 in the morning , I wasn't all ''jet lag'' (like the song would say) instead I was calm. My nervousness is gone and I'm just ordinary like before. I felt the same thing when I woke up that day, 5:45am.. 21st of February 2012..


My sister greeted me when I woke up that day. I looked at her and said ''thank you'' and I'm off to eat my breakfast. Then I saw my aunt. She greet me too. I smiled and said thank you.

I get to say more thank you(s) when I went to school. There were two of my classmates who greeted me through a cell phone test message. I was about to reply it but I didn't have load that time. I just said thanks in my mind. Friends and classmates greeted me and as I run down the stairs from the second storey building, there were a couple of classmates of mine who greet the same thing. Some weren't quite sure if they'll greet me, some looked at me and asked me just to make sure they'll greet the same words right. I make a joke on saying.. ''NO'' and ''IT'S NOT''. Even my adviser can't believe that it was the day.. It all ended up of me saying thank you and smile, laugh with them to fit in.

Just in time in the afternoon, our group is assigned to bake a cake (in our TLE class, where we do all the cooking,baking etc.) Just in time for this special day..
While waiting for the cake, I passed by teachers on the hallway. There is a teacher who has the same birth date of mine. We greeted each other making others teachers curious. They actually can't believe that we have the same birth date. Some tried to ask me if there was a party, but I just smiled and said ''no, there weren't any''.

***
After waiting another minutes for the cake to be baked, we've finally said: YES!!! The cake is already baked at last! Cyrin, our group leader, tried to slice the cake. Our plan of eating it for our group changed into selling it. It was near to become a small party but its worth it. We ate some of it and feel the tastiness of the pastry. It was good. After that we soon went home. Others greeted me for the last time. Our group leader greeted too and thanked me and April for our help.


***

I would say, this wasn't the best of the best at least I could consider this as one of the best! My parents greeted me Happy Birthday! and it couldn't make me more overjoyed if it wasn't that! I must say, all of this wouldn't happened if it wasn't for God, so I thank God for everything that had happened today. I thank you for my parents, relatives, classmates and to those people around me and friends/ ( to those of my forum friends who had greeted me or yet to greet me) Thank you everyone! You made my day, this day complete...

Bday blogger,
Ash~
]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/16-moment-s-43311/ Random Moment http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/random-moment-42301/ Thu, 26 Jan 2012 10:13:53 GMT Man, I'm having a hard time in our group presentation. But at least this day is better than before. I just can't control my emotions lately even I want to hide it, just not to let my classmates see or feel it. I guess my optimism is starting to fade again but We are not giving up.
Hoping to have a great day for practicing again..*sighs*

P.S: Does anyone here know or can make an advice in presenting a Reader's Theater?

~Ash. ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/random-moment-42301/ Disappointed http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/disappointed-42241/ Tue, 24 Jan 2012 10:20:55 GMT ''Let's practice!''

So much for the practice plan. I was expecting that we'll get more serious at our practice presentation for our last grading but all my hopes were gone. I love my group it's just that... I don't understand why.

I just hope they'll accept me and understand my feelings, I just hope they won't get angry at me when I tried to suggest or make an opinion.

What's worst is that I'm late in our last period class in the afternoon! What a mess. We were about to make our exam that same time. tsk.

Quite disappointed these days. I hope everything would turn out to be fine again. And to my reader's theater group, WE CAN DO THIS! love you guys, as long as you won't say harsh words on meXDXDXD and dear director, please hear me!

So much for what I call ''afternoon''.~Ash ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/disappointed-42241/ Failed! http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/failed-41699/ Mon, 09 Jan 2012 11:37:07 GMT It was a great morning I supposed but as expected things do have an exchange for such a good day.

I actually failed:
First, The competition. Last January 5 seems ordinary but I've already expect that it wasn't the day I needed to enjoy for I can't WIN! Then it did. It happened.

Secondly, there's a group activity and even we didn't really win, we still managed not be the group with the lowest score. That's fine anyways at least we did enjoy.. I hope.

I guess this is all for now.. Just sharing.
So yeah, i'm a failure...*sniffs* ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/failed-41699/ Wonder much? http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/wonder-much-38225/ Sat, 12 Nov 2011 06:46:53 GMT The 10th day of November 2011 was something I’ve always seen everyday, well… almost! The part of those o’l faces of friends I use to call was, awkward to say, kind of fun! Throwing chalks made me remember the answers that fly anywhere. Here and there – someone even try to look from left to right,... The 10th day of November 2011 was something I’ve always seen everyday, well… almost! The part of those o’l faces of friends I use to call was, awkward to say, kind of fun! Throwing chalks made me remember the answers that fly anywhere. Here and there – someone even try to look from left to right, up and down, front, back or vice versa. Those wiggly eyes joins the whispering mouth from chair to chair. I wonder why others kept hiding of what they’re doing in the fact they did something – like that? That’s not some even tried to cover up their papers and some even tried to throw those papers randomly… Tell me about it! Some smiled like they’ve seen a successful scheme, an achievement and opportunity, sort of. I can’t imagine some sit there like they’re waiting for something. Sighs. Am I really that curious? Or are they that curious? They kept on asking each other’s out. I tried to know but my conscience just warned me. I can’t explain that much. I glanced at my best (who sit next beside me). I was about to ask her, ‘’what’s going on?’’ but I don’t want to loose her concentration on that.
I’ve waited time to time. I was about in the last minutes to pass the papers. The room filled with students are down to three until I stood up and try to join the others. It was the moment my fears and doubts came along with me. It wasn’t that obvious. Besides my ‘’friends’’ doesn’t even know, they’ve ignore me. Apart of me was down. The others just want to fit in.
When we reached the stairs, there is no turning back. I’m afraid of flunking. I believe it’s not a problem in their case because they’ve trusted so much with others. I do consider SOME did their BEST but who knows right? Sharing might be too much. Smiles.

I couldn’t help myself thinking. Soon I came up with a terrible afternoon dream. I tried to hold it but I can’t. Tears kept pouring even I don’t want to. Now I know they’ve got the last laughs. I don’t know. My heart had been shred into pieces lately. I just wished everythings had turned out just fine.

God knows the truth but I think I failed. Pretending to be happy just to hide the pain. It’s not a big deal. Yes! It’s not. I hope this is a dream, a dream that’s more than a reality that actually happened.

I guess, I don’t have to put my reaction on the second day about the day’s teamwork…


Signing off, the different me…
Ashist

ps. what do you think? ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/wonder-much-38225/ How Annoying! http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/how-annoying-31853/ Wed, 29 Jun 2011 12:13:08 GMT It's me again writing about school activities and things that happened unexpectedly..Especially when things get wrong.

This day, got nothing new but it's really annoying how I talk whenever I got a chance to talk in front of many students. It was like, talking with 5-10 second pause everytime I say a phrase..[which is quite odd] but gladly this didn't happened everyday *smiles*. It's better than leading the national anthem [in the flag ceremony] in front of the whole student body..I was forced that day. I hate being embarrass in Math class..*sniffs*
But all I can say, it's part of learning and it's an experience to treasure while you are in High School..

'Til next time..
Ash. ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/how-annoying-31853/ School with Pokemon? http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/school-pokemon-26258/ Thu, 17 Mar 2011 08:02:25 GMT School..school..school..what more a school could be without talking about entertainments, gfs and bfs and anime! (wait, anime?)


Pokemon

Since CN returned, I can't believe what they're talking about. why, it's POKEMON of course! I really can't believe one them said that chikarita evolved into Grovyle :) The problem is, we're a little late when it comes to pokemon. AG is being shown and luckily, every topic they made, I kinda answer and join in to their discussion.

May

..is the character I heard at every topic they made. May is still popular by most of them. (maybe it's because contest episode in AG are being shown and it's obvious May is the female lead in the said season)



on the other side.
one of the so-called-group has a little bit of misunderstandings. Their together-ness, teamwork and pranking over other schoolmates are actually fading. So much for the fun and bias kind of way they had made, even though I wished they are other way to have their trust with us..I can't see ''friends'' fight over another. But I can see why that happened and their reason, is very agreeable, that's why that happened.

So much about no first two subject periods..I guess this is not the day I need to get excited about.Tsk.. ]]> ⊱✿ Elghie http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/blogs/31245/school-pokemon-26258/