I don't hate you because you're fat. You're fat because I hate you.

Just got back from my Life Saving and am quite delighted. This is the first time in a while the true me has shone through and it pretty much confirms my friends are what's holdin me back with their bitchyness and snide remarks.

Anyway, yeah, I was back to the competitive, confident and like-able me I haven't seen in a while. I was complimented again and again on my rescues, towing and "drowning". I even made a few jokes and everyone laughed. Not to mention I saw the girl I lurved for a while and I think some of the awkwardness between us has really faded away, and we talked and joked like old times.

Not trying to sound big-headed or anything, but yeah, I'm really glad I have swimming. I'm friends with everyone there, it's great for maintaining my physical strength and I get to see da hotties in swimsuits.