I've noticed a lot lately that everything is flying by and I seem to have less and less to show for it as the days go by. I've hit a moot point where I really don't know what to do or what I will do in the future. It probably sounds weird, but it feels like I'm not even living my life, just watching someone else live it.
I don't exactly know where this blog was going, just meh. For those of you who've noticed or care, I probably won't be active on Bulba again for some months. It's
Hue hue hue Merry Christmas and to all a good night!
Just three weeks.
The holidays are coming!
Back from swimming and I think I've given up on that girl from there I liked for a while. At the start, she kept looking at me, which is good. Then later, she deliberately ignored me at least twice. Whenever I was annoyed at her, she ended up talking to me even less. When I said fuck it and started talking to everyone else and getting on with them, she suddenly becomes interested.
Honestly, why are all the girls in my life so fickle. I do things that annoy them I guess(well I did
Just got back from my Life Saving and am quite delighted. This is the first time in a while the true me has shone through and it pretty much confirms my friends are what's holdin me back with their bitchyness and snide remarks.
Anyway, yeah, I was back to the competitive, confident and like-able me I haven't seen in a while. I was complimented again and again on my rescues, towing and "drowning". I even made a few jokes and everyone laughed. Not to mention I saw the girl
1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
No, although I pushed a guy and he pushed me but someone broke it up.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
I don't think so.
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
With Pokemon, yes. Otherwise, not that I'm aware. I probably have though.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?