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by , 31st December 2013 at 03:19 PM (1733 Views)
@Blazing Star; @Scarlet Devil; @BoomShakaLarka;
Since you three may not notice this otherwise....

I don't normally air my dirty laundry here, but I have no other choice...
As of today, 12-31-13, my dear mother has passed away. I found her myself... It wasn't something comforting for me at all...
I'm left with the feeling that this is my fault. I didn't spend more time with her... No... This isn't the place for such sentiments.

Anyway. I found her facedown on the air mattress she was sleeping on. I thought nothing of it at first, as she always had a habit of picking strange sleeping positions. But I decided to try waking her up anyway. No response... So I felt her hand and noticed the coldness and discoloration. I started to feel uncomfortable at this point, so I flipped her over.... And saw that her face was discolored as well.
I asked my aunt to come over and look... and 911 was dialed. From there... a paramedic informed us that she had passed away. Hours ago.

...hours ago. Those words ring in my ear long after they were said, and probably will.

But that's besides the point... I probably won't be posting here for a little while. I need time to myself, unless someone actually wants to hear the full story..

For now, my tears have subsided. But not my grief...
What a cruel way to ring in the new year...

With this in mind... I'm sorry everyone, for making you read this. I'll be back at some point...

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  1. Scarlet Sky's Avatar
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    I apologize to everyone reading this... I've calmed down for the moment. I appreciate everyone's concerns...

    It'll probably hit me again later of course... but for now, I'll just relax.

    I'm not over it as per say. Just distracting myself if anything, so I can calmly reflect on it.

    Again, thank you. It helped me feel a lot better knowing everyone cared...
  2. Jack Pschitt's Avatar
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    I've lost a parent myself, but not like this. I don't know you, but I highly doubt you've done anything to deserve this. You have my deepest condolences.
  3. Helioptile's Avatar
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    Gosh... That's rough... My condolences to you + your family.
  4. scheisskopf's Avatar
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    i'm sorry to hear this. my condolences to you and your family, and my thoughts are with you.
  5. Caprizant's Avatar
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    That's rough to go through... I know anything I have to say could really help that much, but take some time for yourself for awhile if you need to. My deepest condolences for your loss, and I wish you the best.
  6. John Understands's Avatar
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    I'm very sorry to hear this. My condolences to you and your family.
  7. Venom's Avatar
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    I'm so sorry but it's not your fault.
  8. Kakuna Matata's Avatar
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    My condolences to you and your family, Sky. Not that that helps much, but you'll always have the memories of your time together.

    And as others have said, it's not your fault.
  9. Markos's Avatar
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    ... I'm not quite the best with words and I'm terribly late, but you have my deepest condolences.
  10. Yato's Avatar
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    I'm sorry to hear that. My condolences to you and your family.
  11. Zexy's Avatar
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    Μy condolences to all of you. I understand how hard this is, but please take care.

    Please don't blame yourself.
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